4.5 more weeks to go

Haiz. These few days the training super tired. Last week go out field, this week go out field, next week go out field. Someone please save me from this super tiring course. Lucky this week got long week end. As for the second field camp leh, sure die one, only one day break. Don't even know how my clothes will dry.

Field camp was crazy, got so many battle scars. One cut in the palm, bruise until bleed on the elbow and knee, how am I going to survive the next 2 weeks. Then got quite a number of insect bites which i scratch until bleed also. Have a feeling they are sand fly bites.

This long weekend is more like a rest for me. Did not really went out everyday. Came home on Saturday and spend time with my bro and mom. Sunday was playing majong cause my bro's friend short of one person. Yesterday went to watch wild hogs, haha, lame and funny show. After that went to play majong again and lost money, sian. As for today, spend my time typing out the 3G army thing and now I finally update my blog just for myself to read. Haiz.

So how was my life in camp, got to say it is quite sucky. Too xiong for me. People inside are fun and most are like elite people, all so freaking smart one. Then they all have to book out for interview all these. Only 3 people never book out for interview but then I am the only one who went through all the training. The other two got report sick or during training not feeling well. Speaking of interview, I hope the letter from NTU come soon, though my results are quite sucky but must have hope that I can get into the course I want.

The people inside camp treat me quite well, actually they all treat me like small kid. Even the instructors treat me like small kid. Then got others, haha, like to use my shoulder to sleep cause they say nice to sleep on. Haiz, when will some one let me sleep on their shoulder. Hmm, one day I shall look for a person to let me sleep on their shoulder and I will properly get a neck ache or something like that. Really that nice to sleep on people's shoulder meh?

Going to new camp

Haha. It has been so long since I last blog. Well a bit lazy even though I am in NS now. Nothing much to update though cause life there can only be explain in one word which is outstanding.

Here got picture we took in the multi-purpose hall. Haha, all trying to pose or act cool.

Posting results for those that don't know is I am posted to sispec. Hope will enjoy life there like in BMT.

For those that don't know my results, I got everything C.

Haiz. Quite sad now. Wanted to spend the last day before I go into Sispec with my family. In the end, they all busy with their own thing. Spend almost one whole day alone. Breakfast, lunch, dinner all eat facing my computer. Just staring at my computer, browsing through friendster. Think I shall add a few testimonials for you guys.

Going back to hell

Yup I will be returning to hell in about three hours. But will be out on friday or thusday. I still do not see the point of going there you know. You all know where la some more I cannot say cause it is a chargeble offance. Everything there is a chargeble offance, I think they have a thick book then on top write chargeble offance. Haha. Actually going for the training is still ok, the only problem is we cannot take out time to do things and they always set unrealistic timings like change to this in 5 mins. I don't believe they can do it considering the travelling time all these. Haiz don't want to add le.

Well have to update more often even though I do not have much time to do that. Haha, bye guys.

TOMORROW LAST PAPER

YEAH! GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE with very little people. Haiz so sad. You all don't wan to go. Especially 小可, ask him come out like will die like that. And is every time ask him come out he don't want to go. I give up liao la. Next time don't ask people go this kind of gathering le. Just ask the swimming gang wan to go out swim, sing, pool or dota. Badminton gang is officially disband le. Most of the people go swimming gang. Haha, some more got new members wo. Eh cat don't get the wrong idea why I never call you, is because I know you got TKD.
P.S: 小可我以后不会再叫你出门了，谁叫你讲你比较喜欢一个人出门， 加上每次叫你出门你死都不要， 别人一叫你你就去。

Nervous or maybe not

I seriously cannot tell what I am feeling now. Feel scared yet like every thing is going to be just find. Maybe God has planted a auto feeling stabilizer into my body, quite a defective one cause I will not feel nervous but will always feel so happy. Hehe. Actually I still can crack jokes at this time. Haha. Lets see, a long one.
一位太太去到旅店，那里的保安人员看到她就问：太太来这里做什么？
太太回答：我来这里来抓奸。
保安人员又问：你抓到了会有什么反应？
太太回答：我就只好折一只眼闭一只眼。
保安人员就觉得那太太好伟大，他就让太太进旅店
太太就说：那你可以把你的抢借给我吧。
ha. Can get? If cannot then nevermind ba. Well wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. If you have not then you DIE. Haha, kidding.
See you all at 17 Nov. Actually is just see myself at 17 Nov since no one reads this.

actions

Just a short one cause some people find me too crapy
There was once a leader who did things for the people of his country yet yield no results, his people feel that what he did was bad for the country. But 100 years later, the country feel that what he did has made the country or benefit the country today. If I remember correctly the leader was Napoleon. (Think so only)
Your actions leads to the results. Yet it is not the results that is important it is the action. However, in the real world, people see results as the fruit of your actions. We live in a weird world.

Devil got kissed by angel

Haha, yup I got kissed by an angel but then is on the cheek. Hehe. Want to know who? Too bad cannot say, who ask you all don't wan to go chalet. Speaking of chalet, Here are some pics of all the drunk people at the chalet. Including me, haha.














Yup there is only 6 people who went. Jin lian leh never take with us, haha, she to busy le. So What did we do during the chalet? A lot of crazy things, we drink, we sing, we play prank and most importantly, we gamble. Haha. So sad did not gamble much cause was short on cash and the ATM there was spoiled. Haha, cannot post all the crazy pics and video or they will kill me. Lol. The 5 of us have to video of the NYP and NP SCANDAL. MUAHAHA. Can use it to threaten eh hem sia. This time the chalet was the most fun and it is the last one. So all those that never go, too bad lor. Then now is prelims, which I am so going to die for it. Math paper 2 was a total killer. The stats I see until I blurr. Haha, wish me luck.

By popular demand

You all really like to see how short I am right? So this is how I look like in the other photo. Haha, see that green circle? Ya I cheated so will not look so short. Hehe. Now for the weird things I did at home. Hehe, I broke the thing that I use to wash the toilet. The destructive power of Dee's mom, haha. All Ee Wen's fault la, don't want to wash toilet then I have to wash. O ya, then there is the pair of black shoes. Hehe, those are my shoes, look cool right? And hope I don't break the mop tomorrow then I mop the floor. Next is my BIRTHDAY PRESENTS. Hehe I like those two shirts maybe cause they are in fashion now? Haha, for those who did not give me present I know what you can give me at 0 cost, YES it is 0 cost. The answer is I want this song called b4情歌. Haha, anyone of you have it? Then the last pic would be the one of my pencil box, the one cat gave to me.






Yes it is the one which fell during lecture and dee's crystal ball fell out and made the guy who thinks I am a stalker now also thinks I am weird. Cannot help it have the urge to say that. Haha. So now for you update on the members of the disbanded badminton gang. Vin has finish his exams, dennis and kiat still having them, James have no idea what is going on, seems like he is on one island while I am on another. Ong on attachment at a far~ away~ land~. That effect did not come out the way I planed it to be but who cares. Lets see still got who. Jamie busy with her thing who is going the be the next big thing in Singapore, about the world bank one. Then cat having mood swings, beware of her cat claws next week. GET THE HINT??? Haha.

Time

You know people always say time waits for no one but has anyone thought of who time is rushing to meet?
Today left 65 days to A levels, been mugging even harder. Haha, looks like this year teacher's day no one is going back. I think I am not going back too cause no one accompany me go back.

These few days have been going back to school to study or attend lectures to get hints. Haha, during Saturday lecture something very bad happen. Well remember dee gave me this crystal ball thing and it is still in my pencil box? So the pencil box fell on the floor then the ball came out, the person in front of me helps me pick it up and gave me a very weird look. So now to him I am the stalker and the weird guy. But some how cannot blame me for "stalking" him. Lets see we meet almost every morning in the bus cause he live one bus stop away from me so naturally on our way home we also usually see each other. But now he scared I am stalking him so he change his method to go home. He now takes different bus home and come school just on the dot. Haha, dint know just going to school and coming home can scare a person so much. Maybe it is in my blood to make people feel scared?

So wonder what are these? Haha this is the potions from FF12 the game, meaning you all better not make me angry or I will drink these potions to recharge myself and cast curses on you. Haha, a bit lame. What else can I upload here.

Then this is my class pic. Finally upload one of my class pictures and the guy on my right (your left for those direction moron) is one head taller then me so the other pic where most of us are stand I don't feel like uploading cause I will feel super demoralised. Ending off here I guess, tomorrow is the start of my prelims so wish me good luck.

Lame doings of ber

Well I learn day was not useful at all . Econs my com lag and they gave me all the correct answer, so you all can guess what I get for the mcq test la. Then there was math which the com did not help. Both of them just pass. Lastly there was stupid chem. They want us to hand in the difficult questions in the tutorial which are so hard to do. (if not why are they called difficult question) Out of all the questions I could only solve one, the rest I could not figure out the info given so could not do. Ask Vin leh he say he forgot le. Made me feel like killing him.

These few days been doing some lame things like this one. Haha, this one is a calendar I saw in J8, Japanese product. Very cool just that you have to change the dates every month. But I did not buy it. If I did, the next time you all come my house we can have a treasure hunt. Haha, who find the most number of days will win the game. Haha. Next picture on the list is my table which became my rough paper. Ta da. Nice?

SAND CASTLE

Went with SR to go build sand castle at East Coast park. Haha, totally enjoyed myself. Did fun run and came in top 100 so got this cool collar pin with ugly color combinations. Haha, but it is cool.
And these pic is not the sand castle that my class build. Haha, but they look so cool.




And this is the one we build. Small but cute sia. Haha. Well then I thought of something fun to do, you know the mediacrop camera man always never get a chance to get into the picture. So now I am giving them a chance to go on screen. Haha. I know a bit lame but fun ma. And have you ever wonder why she is standing in such a weird position?

不知怎么形容我现在的感觉

刚刚读了某人的blog. 其实我这外人什么都不该说，我只要跟他讲你还有我们。虽然我们不可以代替她的位子，可是我们至少可以在你伤心时和你一起走下这条路。 我觉得自己好丢脸，当天我还叫他跟我们出来玩。现在，不知道要怎样对他开口。只好写这blog希望你能看到。
这句话好不向我啊。其实人真得很奇怪，大家都希望在世上的东西可以是永远的。可是，如果人的东西是永远的我们还会懂得珍惜它吗？就像有些人想要追求永远的感情，如果感情是永远的我们就不是学去珍惜感情。我们不失去就不知道东西的重要性，就像我们辉难过才会知道快乐是什么。
人啊人，为什么你那么简单却那么难了解。

Busy

These few days keep on studying and I feel that it totally have no effect at all. School life sucks. These few days quite little thing happen, my master's birthday and vin's birthday, some one finally got together but I shall not talk about that cause later my master scold me for gossiping. Haha, wondering who my master is? Who on earth have suck great power over me? Hehe, don't want to say.
Well so many bad thing happen in my family, uncle has an affair, one aunt got stroke the other got cancer, and some idiot is cursing me. If I ever find the source of all these if they are not natural, the person will get hell from me.
Find it strange but what the hack, don't feel like continue to type anything, feel so sick as in I am really sick. So let me Knock myself out.
O ya, I finally solve the equation for why life is unfair. Keep on mind that scientist theory is everything came out from nothing (after so many year they finally believe in the book of genesis) and everything was in balance. Since what two things of opposite nature come together it will balance out. So this world have to be unfair and the fair world have to be keep far away from here as if fair and unfair comes together they will cancel each other out. (Imagine a world where nothing is fair or unfair) Nonsense theory but who would believe everything came out of nothing in the first place.

intelligence cannot be lost, can only be forgotten

Not my point but nevermind. And haha, just trying something fun with the links ma.
These few days life is got so wrong, exams results = fail everything, family out of sudden having a lot of problem and my weight is starting to go up and down as and when it likes. Today was meet the parents day so went to school with mom and my teachers found out what they are not suppose to know. Yup, they found out I did not study at home then they even got my mom's number to make sure I stop playing computer games. Speaking of games, these few days have been playing Chrono Cross again. Haha, this time was because of the character called Pip who have like 3 final forms and I only unlock 2 of them. Cute character but time consuming to train.
Lets see what else to add. Heard the news that Singapore was trying to find a national dish, the funny thing was their choice of option which are Satay, Laska and bla bla bla. All of them are a wrong choice of dish to represent Singapore mainly because they represent only one culture or one race. They should choose some food that was created in Singapore and also represent out multi culture nation. But I guess you all cannot be bother cause these things are seriously out of our hands.
Today was suppose to go out with Lian and my bro to swim but then yesterday Lian called say she cannot go. So in the end never go swimming so went to jog, haha wanted to lose weight. From start feel that I am running out of breath or someone was trying to choke me, at least better then last time where they were pulling my leg. Haha, funny time to go jogging right?
You know in chinese culture, I feel that 7th month is like the most important time. During CNY some families just don't care or seldom go family visiting all these but when it comes to 7th month, they sure will burn hell money even some catholics ask priest to come blesstheir house. Funny people,ghost more important than family r? I know there was this chinese saying 不怕一万，只怕万一 but there is no point to worry until like that what. Or they feel that spirits are more powerful than 天堑.
Well I guess have nothing to add just that should I change the name of the links? Haha I should change ba.

time can change you but you can't change time

This saturday anyone want to go out cause we thinking of going swimming, haha, then maybe we could go to Yo Chu Kang one and look for Mdm cho. Haha.
Yesterday went with Jamie to go support Joakim. Feel very bad (now that's a lie), was friends with Joakim for 10 years already but still never vote for him. Haha. Why not next time one of us do the voting then we just split the cost. Good right?
Haha. That day after I declare myself no clique, at night I went to chat with Vin and Lian and found that although in JC I only have a few friends but God have given me you guy in secondary school to make my life so much more enjoyable. There were even parts of me that I only show to you guys leh. Like my evil side which is not good, haha. Just want to say that some how we are more like family then friends.
And JC life not totally that bad, I have the bowling gang, Ah yong (she is going to kill me for calling her that), and the rest of the mugging gang.
Maybe the reason I ever went into CBSS is to meet with you guys, to meet the naggy yet fun teachers, the funky and very on people, the evil yet helpful people. O ya, lets go bake cookies again. Haha, miss the days we walk around the NTUC and buy things noisly. Then in my house we have the PS2 gang, anime gang, the reading comic gang, and the 3 people combi of the baking cookies gang. Those not in the 3 people combi is also part of the eat the cookies gang. Still love it when the whole class is one big clique.
P.S: Cat learn to care for yourself first before you start caring for others.

No clique

Yup I officially declare myself have no clique. Well already knew I have no clique, have some sort of sign that none of the groups wanted me. Sad case. So now I am officially friendless in JC, maybe it is a sign telling me I will get no where there. Hate JC life and will encourage my children not to go into a JC.
Bowling people rocks, no matter how down you are they will always cheer you up. They even gave me this funky Key chain. When ever I am sad my mom will always SMS me to bring my spirit up, haha. Don't know what I will do without her. Then there is Sam who will always bring me out of my boredom and there is cent who will still always scold me but still fun to be with. Den leh, haha always there to crap with Hendi then I just stare at them. Ting no matter how down I become, she always come and we become super lamers, it always snows after that.
Secondary school friends leh, don't know all go where le. Some busy with new friends others have forgotten my existence even though we were good friends before. I am one sad case. Lets see who is left in the close friends section. Lian, 弟, vin, cat... Erm no one le ba.
Haiz, this week had 2 days off to go out with them but then, all no time. Hao xun ah. Don't want to say le.

Cut off

Well, my teacher ask us to cut off out blogging all these. Nah, I don't think it will make a difference since I take such a long time to update my blog.
So many things happen this week. School has officially started and I have officially started DOING my tutorials. So those that want to buy 4D this is the week to buy. Why did I start doing my tutorials? Maybe is cause of my chemistry results that shocked me to start doing my tutorials. Tutors and adding extra lessons on our time table for the REST OF THE YEAR which means less time to go out with you guys. Even if they don't add I also don't think I have time to go out. Have to do tutorials, revision on top of that extra homework. Not that extra homework is bad but too much things can drive a person to madness you know. There was a think I was thinking about is how they define time after school. It is called free time, I know you are able to do whatever you want but if they give us so much homework they should just rename free time to extended school time. Even if it is free time I trust most of us would spent this time completing your tutorials all these ASSUMING you are a good boy. So we now declare free time to be called extended school time until you have completed your homework. (The we just makes it sound more grand)
Now to talk about how my social life sucks, well added someone on msn and I think the person is irritated by me so I have a feeling I have been blocked. Not his fault actually cause I do think I am irritating right? He also have been ka jiao by some bo liao people recently so can understand la. Well since I feel that I irritated him long enough, I did not bother to talk to him in school. (That did not sound right and I am childish aren't I) Again it makes no difference cause I seldom talk to him in school, I guess he just don't like to talk. (Well don't I like to assume things. Not my fault, Econ taught me that humans are very rational)
And now for my house life, normal, cooking dinner staying at home to help my mom do things for her work one like clinic work. Watching Will and Grace, listening to songs from 十二国记 which are just lots of weird songs, well I am weird. And last of all I am finally running. Haha. Well my house life sucks so when are we having the next majong session? My mom misses you guys. SHIT, just remembered my mom going overseas AGAIN. Well... SAM~~~ Haha, will be calling you to go out and makan and most important... STUDY!!!

Flung

Ya I flung my chem paper3 and is flung until like shit. Scored 18%. Guess what Ervin said. He say dota some more la then I was like diaoz. But the worst part is I don't feel anything. I am not worried or anything. Maybe there are too many things going on until I am sick of worrying. But one thing is for sure I am starting to do my tutorials.
The bbq for my bowling well in the end is like not I organise one but who cares. We ordered the food from bbq wholesale and they delivered to my house. Can you imagine 2 ppl carrying food for 30 ppl from AMK to Bishan? Lucky got Sam come help me if not I will not know what to do. After that I started the fire most of the things is I do one cause the rest either too lazy or dunno how to do. Even food also I cook one. Okay not only me la, Sam and Cent also help out and they help out a lot.
At first is Ting come help with the cooking then later she went to eat and never come back, lucky Cent was there to help me before she left. But one good thing is where Ting is sure very fun one cause she will be doing lame stuff. She even got a password before fanning the fire. Bet you all can't guess what the password was. Then every time I do something to the food Cent always scold me. When the food looks cook and they want to try if it is still raw Cent will always look at me and say: You think the food cook le ma? Which is translated to Ber eat and try if it is cooked. Bully me sia. One day must ask him teach me DOTA. Haha, I too lousy le.
Then me and Cent went to eat and the sad thing was no one was taking care of the food and fire at the pit. So both of us hurry up eat finish then go back cook food. Then Sam saw me very ke lian came to help me. Which make me feel like I was being over protected. Well after the bbq Sam was saying next time I alone can call him then go eat or study bla bla bla. 我不小了， 可以照顾我自己。Haha, but will call you if no one eating with me la. Then on our way back found out they guys know GH while I know GJ and GH. They were asking me who I think was more something since I know both of them. Well you all should know what the something is right? And my answer? Don't want to say. Haha.
Next day in school Ting went around saying Den they all, you all leave Ber to take all the food he very ke lian leh, lucky Sam went to help him. Haha, lucky I overheard which again makes me feel like I am over protected.
Well, ending my post here, actually is going to chiong tutorials. Haha, left with econs and chem to complete.

麻将

今天发生了很多事， 哈哈。我们跟石玲玲打麻将时最不可思议的事情发生了。石玲玲赢了很多场麻将加上她不在麻将上不是很厉害，应该是他交学费给我们的可是现在却反过来了。可能是因为我妈妈教她这样玩后她就开窍了。哈哈。 赢了钱他却感到很奇怪因为是从她学生们生上赢来的。早知道叫她把钱还给我们，哈哈。
说到麻将，我发现最近一直很想打麻将，不只是上瘾了还是子想跟他们在一起。说是上瘾也不是因为我要停的时候会停啊，想跟他们出去也不是因为现在每个星期我们都一起去做运动。到底是为什么呢？神啊请你告诉我吧。
在学校老师叫我举行bbq，这bbq造了很多问题给我，从来没发现举行这种东西会这么难。每个人都没有一个共同没事的时间，还我要东问西问，问到来还是没有一个时间可以举行bbq。好凡啊。
放假真不像放假，差不多每天都要回学校，加上下个星期老师要举行魔鬼训练班，真不懂不回来时是死还是活。我也不认为这班会有效果。第一，我不是不知道这么做那些考题而是我懒得把东西记起来，如果你把那些reactants和products都写给我，我每一题都会做。可能就是因为我不喜欢死背东西老师才叫我去魔鬼班来鄙我把东西死背下来。
现在用华文写字好容易啊， 只要打我要的自的萍英电脑就会自己找那最适合的字，方便吧。哈哈。虽然方便，我还是认为我不适合打华文字。不认为却大，我真是一个奇怪的人。读了我大的句子后，感到好像有一把菜刀把句子都砍到很多段，你读了应该也是则么觉得吧。
对了，下个星期一你们要去看戏吗？可能现在问已经太迟了吧，因为... 你们很少看我的blog了。哈哈，这也不可以怪你们啦，因为最近我真的好懒阿。

Last week of school coming up

Yup, school holidays are coming and I am so happy that finally can have a break from school. These few weeks have been sleeping late to play computer games and to complete my tutorials. So tired, some more have to plan on the bowling farewell chalet but have to days that chalet is free so should be change to bbq le. Yesterday have been call down for dragon boat and I really enjoyed it. Haha, fun leh. We row to a spot then jump into the sea water which is very very salty, then we climb back onto the boat and played viking which is to seed on the left and right of the boat and start shaking it until our butts are wet. Haha, in the end we have to scoop up all the water in the boat. After that we had to race with another group and WE WON, YEAH.
Next week when you guys free? Cause we really really very long never play badminton le.
Eh one day we should all go wild wild wet. Haha, I wan to get tan.
O ya, Keng Fai in dragon boat leh, I so shock when I saw him in that cca. Haha.

Results sucks

Yup my result sucks. My common test I failed one (MATH CAN YOU BELIEVE IT IS MATH) and the rest is pass at O level standard and fail at A level which is a fail also. Haiz. Have to start studying le. O ya, THXS MY WOMAN FOR READING MY BLOG. Haha, also my fault that no one comes to read la cause I very long never up date le.
In school now homework just keep coming and coming and holidays just keep going and going. SAD LA.
My chem teacher said that every time during tutorial I can do but during exams or test I cannot do, of course cannot la, during tutorial got one mind map to give all the reactions but during test or exam dun have, very big difference leh. Just like math, if you give me all the formulas I can do but without them I can don't take exam le. Speaking of math, my math teacher ask me why I fail math then I just told him I this kind don't do tutorial one you think can pass? Haha.
I think I have to visit the principle cause I fail my common test. Serves me right for not studying, although I did not study I am quite happy. Haha, cause now I have to thank my econs teacher, THANK YOU MR NEO. He help me a lot sia, from some one who sucks at writing econs essay to a better one. Cannot say I pro cause I am NOT. Ppl from my class get that in your head, I am not smart. Adele is the smart one. Me leh stupid one. Haha. But can see every one knows that Adele is smart, now everything is ask Adele. Haha, no more people bugging me during tutorials so I can continue my stoning.
So guys how is poly life now? Fun? Cause I know some one like some one le (confusing eh) then JL switch bf liao ( now is in the country one) Enen is now into dota my bro leh having lessons all the way to 6 (cannot take it must sms ur sis wo help u relieve stress, haha) miss my evil partner ( when wan to go out?) Then still got my 3 daughters don't know how are they now. Cat leh, not sure haha, some how feel got distance le.
Once again THANK YOU PING MY WOMAN.

After reading what I type I feel that some how the school part, don't sound like me but what the hack. PUBLISH.

忙

哈哈.达击败年没写东东了(反正也很少人读这blog). 这次想涌华文来写.
这几月发生的事虽然不多,可是他们却使我手累的要命. 第一爸爸回来了. 今天又是爸爸的生日. 父母们在生日的时候还必须做平常做的家务. 哈哈, 我们做孩子的还真幸福啊.
最近的功课也越来越多. 不要在给我功课了啊.
特别是我的 GP 老师, 再班上没人喜欢她. 她给我们功课可是她只改其中的几个. 可能在十个里面只改两个. 做老师也不用做到这么懒吧. 虽然语文可以说是很难改, 可是为什么我的华文功课却改的那么快. 望了跟你们说, 我华文及格了. 恭喜我. YEAH!!! 现在我最喜欢的课目和老师还是化学(chem). 哈哈, 你们都知道在班上我化学可以说是满好的(脸皮还真厚). 在班上还是照样的不听课也不做功课. 不做功课还比较好, 上课时会抄老师的答案. 可是我一做功课时, 上课时就不专心, 哈哈. 可以说老师也知道我没专心, 所以她一抓到我不在听课是就会叫我回答问题. 最好笑的是我知道答案是什么. 哈哈, 老师就没办法叫我听课.
现在的我好想念你们啊, 猫生日时要不要出去呢? 上次你们一起去 chalet 是我没去. 好伤心啊. James 你在玩什么游戏?

Dragons suffer at the year of dog...

Yup, I guess I was quite busy. Haha. Have to complete all my holiday home work. The worst part was I complete my Chem but on the day which needs to hand in, I only brought the last 2 pages of the work. Some one must be cursing me. Next is econs, I did the question but cause I did not read the instructions I only did one part, the teacher saw it and scolded me. The only good thing is I still go out with my secondary school friends, some how I still don't think I can get along with my JC friends as well as my sec friends. Maybe is cause my secondary school is small. Or maybe is just because I cannot desert my duties as a moniter. Haha. Even though we lost contact I am still the one that brings them together like badminton gang, go back school to play, chalet (3 times last year I think) or just chat with teachers and going out. We actually got quite sick of each other cause we went out too many times. Haha. Until now we have no idea where to go. One more good thing is I going to change handphone. But the thing is the one I want is very expansive. Sob Sob. And they only have prompotion until 31 Jan which is the last day of my plan. So now I shall dive back into my books. Haha. Starting to hate my econs teacher. HE IS INHUMAN. Wonder any of my JC friends read this blog.

Sunday... (that was yesterday)

Sunday. Went to church in the morning and heard something very interesting. A story about a married couple. Before marriage Catholics have to go through this session with the priest. If the couple getting married is one non-catholic, they will say that the catholic cannot change religion and if best the children have to get baptise. So before marriage the husband everything also okey. When they were having their first child the husband said if it is a girl then she can go get baptise but if it is a boy he have to be like him. The wife was very sad when she heard it. Even when she reminded him about what he said to the priest he still did not change his mind. So she went to novena to tell our mother about it as she wanted all her children to get baptise. So the first child was a girl. After that they had another girl and followed by another girl. The fourth child was also a girl. Until one day the husband ask why they always get a girl, so the wife told him about what she did and they will not get a boy unless he allows him to get baptise. So the father allow the baptise thing and the next child was a boy.

Freeky story. Haha. Now to continue chiong HW

HWHWHW

Now is the time to CHOING R. Zzz. Doing HW now and found out I do not understand a thing about chem and P and C. P and C leh, the most easy topic in A math I think. The good thing is I finally decided to go cut down weight. Haha. Too fat le.

for tag bored

And if they do not ask her they will ask me cause I always in the same map as them or I am always with them. (do you even noe what this means). If i say no they will start saying sure anot? they always together leh. bla bla bla. Then some people might say to stop these people to stop asking you, ask them to ask her lah. This equals same result. I am like being force into this thing just because ong wants me to heal her character so she no need to waste so much mesos.
Then what you want me to do? quit maple r? I not like you got stead in singapore cannot always go out. Then you say go out with ervin they all but they always maple. Study? Since when do you see me study.

tired

Ya I am dame tired. These few days keep on accompany my cousins go out.

The morning ritual
Every morning we will just sit in front of the tv and decay. We watch fruit basket or FMA sometimes even some english movies even though their english suck and I need to find shows with chinese sub.

The bloody sun.(afternoon)
Actually I have no idea what we usually do in the afternoon. Sometimes we go to the park sometimes continue to decay. And finally we go to walk walk and buy more vcds to watch.

The night cat.
At night we will go party or maybe go out play pool. Went to orchard at 25 dec. There was some sort of celebration there so it was really pack. There was also flower cars (is that what you call them?) and many display but not as good as last time. So we walk and walk until all of us start to fall apart. Wanted to take the underpass to the MRT but it was close. Miss by a few mins. So we have to walk there, walk and walk and saw a underpass. I went up to the policeman and ask him can this lead us to the MRT he said can. So we went through the underpass and when we came out, we cross the road. Zzz. So we walk back to our starting place and this time we walk to the MRT.
At the mrt I told them if get separated meet at AMK. My cousin complain that I was saying until she will be the one separated. Then when the MRT came it was fully pack and we keep on trying to find a door that was empty. Found one and all of us rush in but in the end my cousin did not make it. So saying to her was the right thing to do.

Zzz

No mood to do anything. Don't feel like doing my homework nor maple. Haiz. What should I do?
Now I can 100% confirm they everyday talk on phone, don't believe me? Can call and try. All of us wondering when the hell will they get together.
So what happen these few days.
Monday went to bring some one I don't know to tour Singapore. The best part is when how to fetch the person from the airport.
Tuesday went to play badminton and nothing much
Today went out with my mom after her long trip to China. When we went out for lunch I found something very extraordinary. One of the lady working at the coffee shop is collecting empty can not for herself but for her neighbour. What is so extraordinary when this can be seen everyday at the old folks home? Well it is simply because she works in a coffee shop. All of you know this kind of job is low paying (bla bla bla), the fact that she cares more about the people around her compared to herself is special.
And I can some how say I stop maple liao.

Awake

Yup I am awake but still feeling a bit strange. Actually I just woke up to watch TV cause of the comedy shows. Haha. Haiz, now a new person got BF so planning to play badminton even more harder. You all purposely one right? Want to make life hard for me. Maybe I should quit the organising committee which consist of only one person, me plus James who sometimes try to help me. For once why not you all try to plan when to play badminton.
O ya, I have a problem which need you all to help me solve.
Online one day you ask who wants to watch a movie then your friends give you their reply. Then the day before the movie one of them feeling not well however it was not the sick person(A) who told you about it, someone else told you(By the way the person is just someone close to A) . Further more (A) did not know you know that he/she is sick.(Confusing right?) So if on that day of the movie, (A) still did not tell you that he/she is sick. Is that person at fault or that person has done nothing wrong.
One last thing, I am so not talking to that ass, he made me feel like vomiting blood by the way he reply.

not feeling well

Reason being I just went for morning jog. Now got headach but the thing is I only run for 3.5 rounds. My eardrums also hurt like hell. PAIN.
O yes, someone going to go on stead le(finally). The person you all know one, is the ass and da. Haha, those blur le just guess, very easy one.
Now going to go to sleep. Miss my bed.

Missing

Haiz. When will be the time when everyone in badminton gang can go for badminton together and not some missing. The effect of one person not being there is quite big actually. Like Jamie is the one who always makes us laugh with what she says while Ervin is the one who kills people with the shuttercock. James will be there doing actions while most of us try to mimic them. As for me, I will be the one running around hitting the shuttercock. Haha. When Jamie does not come the court will sometimes be silent, when ervin does not come some of us may feel uneasy as there are no shuttercocks to avoid.
Now some of them are going out with their new clicks like cat always go out with her nursing friends and Jamie is busy with her CCA. Ong leh, haiz don't say le. Anyway the whole badminton gang knows it. Haha.
So could the gang be falling apart?(Must be due to most of us playing Maple :P) Haha.

Died

Hate people who leach from ME in the game (unless I allow it) and people who say go toilet then don't know disappear to where (also leaching from me)

Sky high

Yesterday went to watch sky high with my evil partner and ah ma. Haha. Ah ma was late cause she end school at 12 and our show was 1210 but lucky us, when we entered the advertisement just ended. We wanted to go to out sits but there was 2 love birds blocking our way so we decided to sit at the back row. Just when the sit is warm, the owners of the sit came, so we had to move to our actual sits (so ma lu). Sky high totally rocks, you all should watch it.
So after the movie, we went to eat pastamania. Because it was my first time eating that I had no idea what to eat. When I figured out what I wanted t eat I ask my evil partner why the person never come and take our orders one. Haha, she say you must go there and order yourself and ask me I first time eat r? You know in those tone where is a bit sarcastic. But when I said yes they were like O~~. Haha. Then we talk about crazy staff again. O ya, one day all of us go play starcraft. Haha, very long never touch le.
So after lunch we went to check prices of staff for my evil partner. Then the rest of the day pass as usual.
O yes, who wan to watch Harry potter on 17 Nov. 6pm at J8.

God forsaken blog

Yup this is a god forsaken blog. Haha. I am only blogging now cause I cannot play maple. Haha. A lot of things happen. Went out a lot during these few day and found out I getting a bit like ah beng. Haha. Even though I know it will be so unlike me. I think is being influence by my bro cause after he went into NS he start scolding "#@%$" you all should know what that means. And then I also start scolding "%$#@&". Haha. A bit more colorful then his.
To say the truth JC life sucks made almost 0 friends and made many enemies, now even some secondary school friends are my enemies but the problem is I don't even know why they hate me. Weird people.
Went to Malaysia to attend my cousin's wedding. Haha, still prefer Malaysia to Singapore, the air there is better cause there are a lot of trees. Or maybe is I prefer the kampong life. Or maybe cause there have less stress. In Malaysia me and my bro always feel that we are at home, even though we can spend one whole day doing nothing we still think it is better then Singapore. Haha, cause doing nothing there is less costly compared to Singapore.
So the wedding dinner totally sucks cause of the food, feel that there is no taste in them, Ok I know I am exaggerating, there is little taste in them. But the entertainment is good, cause my aunt teaches dance, so before and during the wedding there is the free dance session where people can just go to the center and dance.
So going to end the post here. O ya, any of you want to watch Harry potter? Evil partner you want to watch right? So who else to call?
Forgot to add, Jamie very long never see you le. Miss my evil partner.

Addicted

Haha, at first you keep on saying you are not addicted to the game but in the end you will find yourself keep on playing it.
Today went to school and I pass. I should not use the word pass cause it can mean many things. I got promoted. Yeah I think cause I still do not know if I want to go into a poly a not. poly is quite fun I guess. No, should not be I guess, poly is very fun. So after school went for bowling and found out that most of them play maple story but the sad part is they play in another server. The weird thing is when I say I was 43 they were all shocked. It is easy to get to level 43 I think. Haha. After bowling rush to play badminton with the badminton gang. After that went out to eat and saw miss Lim and Mr Lin, haha, Ervin said they go out eat never call him. Haha. So eat and eat then they decided to come my house and create havoc. So this was how my busy day pass and now I am dead beat. I am going to sleep. Good night everyone.

PW SUCKS

Just here to tell the whole world that PW sucks (maybe I will get jailed for this). It take up too much of our time. Why can't the 10% to enter university come from our CCA? Further more the everyone is telling us that CCA is important but now in JC CCA has become not so important. So what is CCA for? Is is just some activity for us to relax or is there a big picture behind it.

Just really too bored

Cool right? Haha, too bad it is not realist in this world cause of all the pollution, you know what I mean. Strange thing is everyone know that pollution can harm them yet they still do not want to give up what they are doing that give of this pollution. All of you agree with me right? We want to have fun and do all the things we enjoy. Every time we use on our air con, television, computer (and the list goes on), we are harming the environment. The root of this problem I believe is temptation, the question is why are people so week against it, why do people find it so hard just to give up things.

Sometimes I wish that I am living in the past where people live simple lives, where people live in tune with the environment. The problem is how long can one live like that when they know there is a better life out there. A life where everything is just around or even better just a click away. Because of this lifestyle everyone is getting more obese as all these require little energy. (copyright of SRJC GP lecture notes) Maybe one day children will die before their parents because of heart problems. Maybe when technology advances, people do not even need to get out of their bed just to do things. Which we can say could lead to the end of the world. How does it lead to that you can think for yourself. Be creative, that is what humans lack nowadays.

On the good side of not having to leave the house, we will not get attack my UV rays and apply sun block lotions before we leave the house. Due to the pollution the ozone hole is just too big to repair itself unless a lot and I mean really a lot of years have gone past. Dun even think that humans can do something to repair it cause there is no way they will figure out how to copy what nature can do. Don't believe me, well too bad cause it is true. Like diamonds human can copy it but it is not the same as what nature has done which is why we have fake diamonds. If one day we are able to clone people, it feel that it would not be able to move or a lifeless doll because it does not have a soul in it. Maybe there is a chance where the ghost will possess it. Maybe this is why I don't really like people, weak but think that they can do anything.

Bored.

Yup I am so bored, must try to make myself study and not play maple, haha. A bit addicted to it. Every time reach home is play maple till level up then stop. Haha. Just wan to up one level but after my exams I will catch up with Ong and Wen can try but it is very hard to catch up. As for cat, give her 2 years also cannot catch up. And this is not an insult, actually it is to praise you. Not so easily addicted to games. Haha. So now is study study study.

dieded (AGAIN)

Math was so hard i think. going to fail it.

died

Econs was a killer and I have died under the mighty wrath of econs. (Again) So it should be dieded. Haha. Well not much to say today, just that I am going to die for tomorrow's math paper. Wish me luck if not buy me a coffin. If I fail math I also have no one to blame but myself cause I have not practice it and is playing game almost the whole day. So going to do it now. Haha.

Promos

So many things happen yet I am too lazy to blog them in. Haha, like the chalet. Find me very care free right? Promos coming still go chalet and I was the only JC student there. I had no idea how we pass the time there, All we did was play in X-zone, my PS2, BBQ for almost the whole night and the famous Big2. Wanted to go night cycling but too bad the shop had close. Haha, anyway they say the next coming chalet will most probably be 5 years later.(Those who miss it, too bad I think.) Haha. But we will still see each other either going out play badminton or play online games.(Maple story and SC,SC I will start playing again after my PROMOS.) When will we ever be sick of seeing each other. Haiz. Still miss secondary school days when our principle talks and the heavens will be on our side making the sky going to rain.

(Ppl playing metal slug 3 behind haha)
Enough of that, we must move on right? Haha. Suppose to be studying math now but cannot be bothered and it is not because my math is very good, my math sucks. Now thinking back, should not have taken the JC life cause, well, it sucks. Stress here and there. This does not mean poly have no stress, it is just that poly is more slack. But is JC is also good in some way or another, I found out I was able to remember most of the things my teacher said in tutorials and lectures. Haha, even though I not write it down. Maybe I am starting to develop photo memory which you can say it is quite good, especially in math. Math... ARGH... Have to do math now. Sian sia.

Tired yet not tired

Haha. Just came back form Malaysia. How I wish I could stay there longer. Strangely, every time I go Malaysia I always say I going back not going to. Haha, sometimes I also say it is my home.
On my way there I was smsing quite a number of people cause don't want to get bored. Keep on ga jiaoing cat then message master cartwheel about the chalet thing. Then have to confirm with Dennis if we should call the other "masters". Haha. While messaging master cartwheel I feel that we have a bit of generation gap. Reach there about this morning then went online to chat with my little bro a.k.a Dennis who keep on bugging me to help him buy bubble gum. And I did not but bubble gum, the shop I went only got chewing gum. I was using Chinese to type in Malaysia cause it is so EASY to use. Haha. I can just type like I am typing English. Then little bro keep on saying I type wrong word. It is 3+ in the morning of course will type wrong word cause cannot see properly lah and you also know my Chinese standard. Then my cousins say my friends all crazy one cause all so late still online. I find her friend even more crazy cause call her at 3 a.m. Then I keep on saying is her BF.
In the morning woke up at around 8 then most of my cousins, the one that are not asleep are have left the house very VERY early. In the end they say I weird person, can sleep at 4 and wake up at 8 and still look so energetic. Cannot blame me lah, JC is like that one. Then I did a bit of homework there, all anyhow do cause it is all GP. Haha, like I even care.
I was there teaching them English and playing computer games and cards at the same time. Haha, don't believe me next time we come out then I show u how we do things, haha. After that went for wedding lunch (your eyes are not playing tricks on you, it is lunch). Cause all of us were separated so all of us are very bored. The whole time I was staring at my drink and waiting for the waiter to refill it. I think for the last 1 hour they did not come to refill my cup, only my aunts(discrimination to children) then went back home. As in Malaysia that home. We did what we always do before I come back Singapore. The only 3 options of things we will do, play computer or cards or watch TV.
On my way back I sleep quite little cause what they talk about is very entertaining. Haha, I cannot imagine I will be interested in adult talk, I must be getting older. We were laughing at some national things and say that it is quite lame to implement them. Well, chat and chat and finally got home. Very sad about this fact that I am in Singapore. Ending here, good night to all who are out there.

lalalala

when to read Master Cartwheel's Blog, haha, did not know she have a funny side. too bad she does not have a tag board. if there is one it will be flooded my 4E2 people. maybe when i see "master cartwheel" online i shall tell her.
now it is holidays, yeah(sarcastically). even though have holiday but cannot really relax. quite regret that i went to JC, on the other hand i will also regret if i went to poly. strange right.
Now have to focus on studies but not too much, if too much i will go siao and i really mean siao. haha, the 4E2 people will know how siao i can really get.
i wonder how much time do we spend enjoying when we are young. all of you guys out there can agree with me that too much time is spend on studies. that is the werid part. when we are young we concentrate on studies and no one will say anything about it. when we become adults and we want to enjoy people start saying thing. (i have feeling i said this before) haha.
not to the badminton gang. maybe we not playing on wed but on thrusday. you guys free?

Chong boon teachers are the best... wo hoo...

all right, I shall make a shot blog and i shall not be bothered with my spelling mistakes. we back to cb for teachers day, totally rocks except for the principle. she commented on the way people dress but how can this affect the students. what i mean is that even when the students dun get the influence from school, they will still get it outside school. but lets not let her spoil our day. we went into the teachers room to chat with them. bla bla bla, u noe the usual thing. the only thing that was special was i got to eat lots and lots of cake. haha.but on that day i was quite shocked. haha. GJ actually sms me to accompany him to go to school. haha. strange as i thought he was still angry with me but i guess that is the best birthday present he could give me. haha. but in the end he could not make it as he was rather busy with his projects. he actually told me to enjoy myself in school, haha. then today went out to "study", in the end i was trying to complete all my homework intead of doing revision. now still haven complete the homework. the strangest thing is i am doing math, so wried.

Exams

Miss 4E2. (Now and always will) some of the guys are hiding.
Well all of our exams are coming and before you know it, it is just tomorrow. Haha. I enjoyed my birthday very much even though only a few people celebrated it with my. The worst thing was I had common test on my birthday. Well this is life, you cannot expect things to go the way you want it to. Went to play badminton with James, Cat, Wei ming, Alicia and diana (the two of them was not suppose to be in there) Haha. Nothing seems to be the same when the whole gang is not there. Espacially my evil partner. Haha. Going out with her after our exams.
Now all of us are mugging for our exams (I am starting soon) haha. The only thing connecting us is of course the MSN. But we seldom chat and jamie still have her connection problem. Well, she will be organising a chalet soon and again almost the whole badminton gang will go. This time I hope I do not have to go back to school on one of the days.
Today trying to complete all my homework. This morning went for fun fair after my church. Went to see the two (extra,kidding) of my classmates doing games there. Alicia brought me to the hunted house and we walk the reverse direction(haha).
I hate english, the teacher give us so much homework every week and she go through is only going through the AQ part. I wish she will go through the question part cause most of the marks come from the question. There is also a new teacher for my english, she seems to be teaching quite well but it also seems like she is feeding us with answers. Chinese have a bit of problem preparing for my oral presentation cause I have very little things to say. Well going to do my homeworks. Signing off here.
P.S: Evil partner you that photo uplaoding thing I have no idea how to use it. Haha.

LAZY

Too lazy to blog but in the end I am still blogging. Haha, cause I don't want to do my homework. Hehe. So many thing happen, Ndp(preview), Srjcians' day (totally rocks) , then Ndp (real one), Kbox(which made me broke) and elearning. Haha. Most of the time on these days I was out playing. Especially elearning when everyone was doing and I have completed all of it. Now all the homework and test reminders start coming back to me. Die. Haven study for my test and I have not done all my paper homework. Still need to pack my chemistry file which all of the content is scatter across my room. Haha.

the 7 month

wo ho... the 7 month is finally here. waited for it for a very very long time. haha. you guys must think i am crazy. but i don't care. maybe go look for old friends if you get wat i mean.
tml having econs presentation, feel happy (win prize) nervous (cause presenting to the whole jc1 econs students) and now i wish the teacher nv choose our class. feel that my points are just crap. then still got best speaker award. haha, hope our class can win both first prize and best speaker. wish me luck for tml k? and all my old friends out there, if can r, help me cover the ears of the judges when our class make a mistake. hehe.

and smoke

and more planes

planes

planes

have no idea y i took this

UFO in singapore

group photo (cat jamie ting me)

Shocked

First was my GP then just now my house went black out. Have no idea what is going to happen next. I think will be something more shocking to scare my spirit out of my body. Let me guess. Ok, better not say if not it will really happen. Dame scared now. Have no idea what to do.

FAILED ALL MY CT

Yup, I failed all my common test except for math but did not do well for it either and just pass for it also. English I got 13/50 Econs I got 17.5/70 Chem I forgot what I got just remember I scored a AO and math I scored 35/75.

alone again

My mom gone overseas again, 2 days alreay. Haha, got use to being alone at home already. When you are young you always think that being alone in the house is pretty fun as you have the freedom to do what you want. In fact it is not fun when you are always alone. Haha, guess they don't know they feeling of coming back to an empty house.
Hmm. What I do today. Went to watch F4(Fantastic 4) with Jamie and Kenneth, cool show. After that went to eat ice cream, hehe, the ice cream was to nice. Ask ah ming to watch with me but he say got a lot of home work. Give up asking him out to watch movie or to play badminton all this cause every time I ask him he always say cannot.
Today have so many home work but don't feel like doing. Too lazt to do. Wonder what will happen to me of I don't do. O ya. Have to do my econs file. Stop here. Nothing else to add le ba.
Last thing, tomorrow will be having my chinese oral, wish me luck. Hope I can score will to help me pull up my chinese marks to just pass or better. You guys know how much my chinese sucks lah. So lots of luck is needed. Haha, good night to all of you reading this.
17 more days to NDP preview (can't wait)

1.5km

Pathetic right? I only manage to run 1.5km non stop which is lousy cause in secondary school I can run 8 rounds around the school(beacuse I was in TAF) non stop. Haha. Cannot tell right? That I was in TAF before. Well on my way there I saw some one whom I have no problem with but he has a problem with me. He just turn around and went to hide. I did not even know it was him until he turn around. Come on, turing around and walk away makes notice you more. Maybe when we walk pass each other we will not even know it cause you guys know me, always day dreaming and will not notice what is around me until some one call me.
I have eyebags now, I feel that is because I play too much computer, hehe. Well that was during saturday and sunday.
Do your home work and when you don't know ask your teacher. After your teacher explain finish, if still don't understand DON'T ask your teacher again. Think of a LIGICAL reason on what she say. If it is Math, hehe, this is even worst. Just keep on trying and trying until you can solve. Worst come to worst, ask the teacher but do not copy the answer onto your answer paper. copy it some where else then try the question again. If still cannot get then refer on the answer to see where you have gone wrong. All these sound farmiliar to me but the main question is do I do it? Haha, I guess that is why I am getting failing results for my test.

brings back memories... was taken last year on my comfirmation...

group photo with serena xiao jiao wei jun ME kelvin(my twin bro) and chris(who almost blocj my face)
This has been bought to you by the courtesy of kethy
taken on metier 5

look like a idoit trying to copy the ITE advertisement
This has been bought to you by the courtesy of serena
(this was so long ago)

hopeless?

Me hopeless?
I think some one who does not even dare to leave his or her name when writing comments is more hopeless then me. If you were refering to no one looking at my blog then you are wrong cause they came to see it and have given me and answer. If you were refering my my spelling, well I have to say everyone has their own specialty. When I type some thing everyone knows it is me is cause of my spelling. It is all these small things that makes you different and stand out from the rest. Even my name makes me special and I am not afriad to state what my name is. Unlike some people who want to comment on people and don't even dare to leave their name. Maybe he does not dare to put his name cause me comparing me and him I am having a far more better life. What can you say, I am rich (money in bank still increasing cause still working), have many real friends, good family,in a good school, I even have people who say they want to take care of me when I grow old. Further more, it takes one to know one. So I assume that person is more hopeless than me?
But I cannot blame that person reason being he already wrote he is a strange boy.

I am so dead

I am going to fail all my common test. Hmm... Maybe if I fail all I will drop school and join vincent in working then go army next year then after come out go poly. Not a bad idea. Haiz. Should have gone to poly. I have no idea why I want to, maybe because the whole badminton gang is there. Haha. Miss them. Hope can play badminton again soon. This sat you guys free? I don't even think you all will be bothered to look at the blog. Haha. Cause I so long never post anything.
Now is time to crap
On sat went to Wild Wild Wet and sun tan. So fun. We were going on rounds in the wave pool and talking about XXX who have change a lot. We just go with the flow (wave). No matter how hard I try the wave always make my back face the sun and now my back have sun burn. Strangly, my bro said my skin looks like it have finish peeling off the skin. Haha, still have to say the same thing. Weird family geans. And today, I have recovered from my sun burn. Having to recover faster also have side effects. I will get even serious sickness if I take medcine, it comes with the geans. Guess I am going to stop here. Haha, have to do my chinese. Don't know how to do. Sian. Ahh. The ABC check is gone.

PISSED

I AM SO BLOODY PISSED WITH MY FRIENDS. End of post cause people say I writing nonsense.

Badminton gang

The badminton gang rocks.
Haha, today finally played badminton after SO LONG. I feel that my reaction getting slower and slower. I have no idea why, usually every time I can hit the shuttlecock back but this time the shuttlecock came and I was staring at it. Have no idea what I was thinking. Maybe not enough sleep. Then after a while, Jamie did some funny things, she was talking to the shuttlecock and start cursing Ervin. Then she even start throwing the shuttlecock and it feels like saying "you are free, free to go." Then even Dennis join in by acting out Star wars preview treating the badminton racket as light sabers. Haha. I was laughing until I cry. The only one that never laugh at it I think was Ervin. I know it is a bit childish but it is funny right and I think that is why our class is always to noisy and why we always get punish my the teachers. After that we were deciding where to go, Jamie wanted to watch movie but in the clothes we were in is a bit crazy. So we decided to go J8 to eat. All 4 of us was squeezing in ong's father's car while Dennis was sitting in the front COMFORTABLY. Jamie with her long leg, don't want to say but you get the scene right? Reach J8 we all rush out of the car and said bye to ong. Sad she cannot join us. Then said bye to Ervin also cause he went home. Only left Dennis, Jamie and me to have lunch together. Went to long John to have lunch. Then decided to watch Mr and Mrs Smith which totally rocks, you have to watch it for yourself, cool show. As we had time to before we went to watch the movie, we decided to take a few neoprint. Haha, did the badminton gang thing again. Too bad some of the were not there. Anyway, who is in badminton gang? Cause some of them sometimes come sometime don't come, some only come for one time, so are they counted?

Enjoy

Went all out to enjoy myself. Yesterday went for cantabile with Ah Ming, Cat and Serena I try eat all I can at the same time watch the performance($40 of course have to eat all I can). This time Ah Ming was earlier while cat was late, strange. Or maybe cause I force ah Ming to come earlier by saying if he comes late we will not bother to wait for him. We miss the dance performance cause Cat was late. Haha, then the choir was performing I did not want to face them cause I know that will make them start to laugh. Even I will also start to laugh and I have no idea why. After the performance has ended we all went to look for teachers. Chat with Miss Lim the longest cause she was our favorite teacher. She always treat us pizza when we are hungry during remedial, to say the truth, we own her a lot. She help us a lot in our A math and keep on encouraging us to no give up on that subject. She should be awarded the most motherly award in our school. We talk about asking her out for lunch or just a meal and at the same time have a small gathering but this time we will be treating her not the other way round. Most properly would be the last week of the June holidays. We would also be going ice skating but have not decided when. Haha, so many plans of the holidays already. Then we went to look for Mr Wong and chat and chat about crap I think. Mr Wong had a shock of his life cause now then he found how evil I am. Haha, this kind of things must show after you graduated from the school. But on the other hand, if they had found out earlier I wonder how fun class would be. After that we did not had enough eating, we went to had durian for supper. Serena treat us to the durian. Haha, I took the box with all the old one and they keep on laughing at how difficult it is for me to eat cause it what a bit hard and seems like rubber. Too bad Ah Ming never eat cause he dun like. The four of us seems like people with home but did not want to go home cause we were sitting by the streets and eating, a bit not what people will do nowadays. They ok not they, it was we were like getting high while eating supper and start saying jokes. I think we talk and laugh loudly, passerby must think we are crazy or something. After that all of went our separate way home. Accompanied Ah Ming to the bus stop and met Sze Xing at the bus stop, he told as that the principal was angry with them cause when they perform some of the stunts failed. Then again I felt that they did a even better job compared to the seniors that came back to perform.

Today when to enjoy myself also as one night is seriously not enough for me. Went to play bowling with Jamie, Dennis, cat, Ervin, fannie and Li Ping. Ask Ah Ming to come but got band so cannot make it. Met one SR friend, in the same PE group and in the same CCA but the sad thing was I did not know his name. Not my fault cause I had bad memory. After we went bowling we initially decide to go watch a movie but in the end cause the movie was too late so we went to Kbox. We went crazy over there, Jamie sad Boo then I went AHHH then Dennis was saying very scared then we were all laughing. Li ping had to leave earlier cause she had to work. We were singing mostly sad and love song (our divine plane). After Kbox we went to eat then Cat and Dennis went to play pool while the rest of us went home. On the way home me and Jamie was chatting about our divine plan. Secret so cannot say what is it. Hehe, going to end off here even though I feel so energetic. Wonder how is Vincent doing in his work.

Lazy

It has been a long long time since I blog. Haha. Too lazy to do it. Now is just because I am too bored. Well did not enjoy the last few weeks before the holidays because got so many test and homework. But as you all know me, not the type that ever bother to study and do my homework. In the end chem and econ got AO (fail) and math got F (even worst). Haha, reap what you sow. During the holidays have to work hard liao. :'(. But don't feel like doing anything now. Too lazy to move.
The past few nights have been talking on the phone and going out (holiday haven come yet I in holiday mood liao, hehe). Chat with lao gong and he was playing the piano for me to hear. Haha, cause both of us were too bored and had nothing to do. Friday went out with wen and cat to study, I finish one homework they still in the same topic. Wondering are they really studying. And wen and me keep on saying we are hungry. Cannot seem to fill my stomach. So we decided to go KFC to eat and then continue to study there, I think you all know what happen. Went there, eat then start chatting. Haha, no mood to study there. Then we start talking about school and it seems that all of our schools have .... don't feel like saying. Haha. What to do now? I think I should start to study. I think in the end I will stone at my table, Haha.

advertisment i saw near the lift... must be very little going... and look at the price...

in school... look fat liao...

HW HW

Haiz. I think my river of homework is starting to overflow. Not because I don't want to do, is because I don't know how to do. Haiz. Not thinking, I should have gone to poly and slack there. Envy my other friends that went to poly. How I wish I was one of them but since I came to JC and now is too late to change I better get into a U.
Today lao gong came to my house to do his PI cause his internet not working. Haha. In the end I think I keep on bothering him (don't know if he have all he need anot). Sian Sian Sian. How I wish singapore was like Japan, where the study

CHALET

Had fun but not enough sleep. Going to have my revenge on not having enough sleep but still don't know how. What we did in the chalet and who went? I am so not going to answer that question. Haha, too many things to type and those who went promise not to tell other people who went. All I can say is THERE IS A PAIR OF LOVE BIRDS. JUST LOOK AT SOMEONE'S BLOODY NICK AND AND YOU KNOW WHO LIAO. Haha, cannot control myself, just have to do that. Listening to Jeffrey Michael now, his piano rocks man. All the songs are, how to say, soothing. You should go and buy it. Had DISC today and learn about leadership. All of us have to draw a mouse and we were able to tell about ourself from the mouse, I have no idea how accurate the thing is. Then there was chem test and I did wrongly so blenco all away and redo, end result, not enough time to complete my test. Think I will fail all my test this term.
Just went to my lao gong's friendster and saw all his photo he took with his new class. He seems to happy. Maybe I should stop smsing him, what do you guys think? Some more my phone bill is increasing by a lot. Maybe the best choice is to stop smsing him. Since now we are in different school, different course, maybe we will never be together again.(don't 想歪) every time ask him go out always say he got too much homework to do. Maybe should not bother him liao ba. Anyway he also will not notice that I got or never sms him one since I am always the one who start smsing him. Haiz. I type here he also will not see it one. I wonder in the future. One day all of us might just brush shoulders with each other and not know it. Sad right? Not looking around you and just keep moving forward.
My mom and dad always tells me when I was young I always smile, maybe too cheerful. I also sell newspaper when I was small. Can't tell right? Well too poor liao. Haiz. Now on a save and save plan. Broke now. Maybe all the things I want to buy now should ask my bro to help me buy. And also because my 老公不要养我了.

Sleepy

Just make a quick blog before I go and sleep. Now a days I had been sleeping quite or rather very early of a JC student. Haha, just feel so tired when I go to school. How I wish it was like secondary school, where the teachers will come to use while we stay in the same class room, if it was like that, I would be able to take short naps in between lessons(I miss cat's pencil box as my pillow). Tired, had always been tired. Sorry, I know I am not make any sense to you, brain dead. Today went out with cat and Serena to have dinner (Clay pot rice, Clay pot rice) . Then went to jalan jalan and I bought nothing while cat and Serena bought durians to eat. How I wish I could go with them to cat's house to eat the durians. Have not been eating durian for like 2 years. So I reach home and started doing my homework, I was staring at my chemistry tutorial trying to make sense out of it but just could not get what the hell it is trying to tell me. So I gave up doing chemistry and prepare to get scolded tomorrow by Miss Cheng. I did not felt like doing any homework at all, maybe chemistry had drained my brain. So call Lao gong and started chatting rubbish, trying to ask him help me think how to do my econ and how much he wanted to change CCA but cannot cause he used CCA to get into the school. He envy me (muhaha) cause I still have time to meet up with cat they all. (See lah, don't want to stay in SR) Haha, have to pity him, have CCA everyday until 9 for past 2 weeks (excluding Wednesday), even Monday which was a holiday he also need to go back and every morning also need to reach school by 6.30 to practice. Well, good luck for tomorrow's SYF, you better get a gold or I will start scolding you stupid to join that CCA again. And your homework is piling up. SO GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK.

Family

Until now then I found out how much I love my family and how afraid I am when they are not around me. Well, I am crying in front of my computer again. Now I am the only one at home, you guys must be thinking I am very lucky right, I have a lot of freedom to do whatever I want? Well guess what, you are wrong. Have you ever tried coming home from school or work and you are the only one at home, it is like having a family just without the people. I hate this kind of life. My mom is in china, dad in Korea and bro in NS. The only people who are talking to me, helping me out of this pit of loneliness. Now I know why 人 this word is use 一撇一捺 supporting each other to write one.

Enough of my sadness at home. Now sadness in school. Had I made a right choice in going to JC? Well, went out with cat and ee wen today. Found out how much I envy them, how I wish I was there with them to see what is happening there. Maybe JC was the wrong choice for me. Well, I will know by the end of this year. If I do badly in my exams by the end of this year, I will be going to a poly. But come to think of it, I still haven choose what path to take. So, maybe JC is still better.
Speaking of JC, I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that I was able to go into NYJC but I was unhappy. Maybe that is my brain telling me to accept the fact that I am happy in SR and a change will make me unhappy. But come to think of it, all my dreams are weird. Well, most of it can tell me the future, you can say I have the gift of predictions. But it does not seem to be work properly now.
Well, I will end my blog here and here is a song called no man is a island.

No man is an island, no man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another, so I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend

No man is an island far out in the blue
We all look to One above
Who our strength doth renew
When I help my brother
Then I know that I plant the seeds
Of friendship that will never die
I saw the people gather
I heard the music start
The song that they were singing
Is ringing in my heart

No man is an island, no man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another, so I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend

STUPID TEACHER

I HATE MY ECON TUTOR. She suck in teaching us, like she is having mood swing all the time. When we cannot answer a question she like will keep on asking and asking and the only thing she will say is :" then what? After this happen what will happen next?" Is that suppose to be a hint? Or are we suppose to listen between your words. When got people looking at her teach she will teach us by explaining properly but when no one is there she will be like teaching u is hell to me, meaning very pissed with us. My class wanted to sign a petition to change teacher, I will suppose it. Haha, but if the teacher finds out we are all dead.

Ok, express finish my anger. Sorry for not bloging, had been busy lately and there will be a series of test coming, show I have to study hard. Wish me luck okay? On the other hand, The long week end is finally coming. WO HO. (A COO!!!) getting sick. Hope can get well soon so that I can enjoy my holidays. Wondering how are my other secondary friends doing. Not referring to the badminton gang. Haha, cause we usually gather once a week, maybe twice. Once to watch a movie the other to play badminton. You guys must be thinking this people are rich, every week watch one movie. To tell the truth, most of us are getting broke, haha. Starting on next week I have to cut down on my movies. Yesterday I was the only boy in my class. Sad right? Haha, one of them was sick the other was also sick but he came to school, then he went to basketball competition. Left me the only guy. Quite ok, the girls were trying to entertain me. Haha. In secondary school it was the other way round. On my way home I found out I was still alive, I am ALIVE, I SURVIVED. Haha, too drama liao. Today was late for school but lucky me, the teacher said today will not be counted. First time late yet not counted as first time. Strange right? In the morning my name was flying through the air. Everything was ZHEN ZHEN help me do this, ZHEN ZHEN help me do that. Haha, keep on having the impression I was still the class monitor. Econ lecture, my sit was F7, so we say we were the contestants of Miss Singapore or something like that. I of course was still counted as a girl cause of my name. Haha, that had been happening since, lets see, primary school I think. Today school ended quite late and most of my friend and me had our screw lose. You should know what I mean. We were doing or saying crazy things. As you can see, my screw still have not been tighten that is why I am not typing in any order. Can't be bothered to reorganize the thing. Ending here, still have a lot of homework to do. Sian, once again I apologize for not bloging for such a long time. And now for the monent I have long been waiting for, time for a cup of coffee.

Bad luck

Went bowling and had bad luck, I only spare once. Well, I walk under a ladder. Don't know when will it end. On Friday my econ teacher ask me question so I just told her the answer. She said wrong cause I did not tell her how did I get to the conclusion, next was a question on a curve to state the curve shift right or left. I was guessing which one was my right hand and which one was my left, guess wrongly. So got scolded again and she ask me to go back to revise my work. Then went out after school with Ervin they all saw my cousin. I think only Jamie saw her face. RJC one but with the ah lian look. Haha. She got 4 for her O's. Pro right? After that I went back to school for this parents night which totally suck. My mom fell asleep during the talk. The principle was also talking crap. Like the HODs in our school are all guys and the VP and P (which is herself) are the only ladies. I have no idea what does that link to our studies. After that was the subject tutor and parents meet. All of the ST were in the canteen and the people are suppose to find the ST. It got so messy that my mom got fed up and we just left our school. Now I don't even feel like going back. After I reach home I went out with Ervin they all again. They went to watch infection. No logic show but felt scared when I was watching the movie. Haha, quite rare, I recall when I was watching Ju-on I was laughing. Haha, I have no idea why. When we walk out of the cinema me and cat was cold like ice. I was shivering my way down the escalator. My legs was shaking cause and cat saw me say I was walking like I going to fall anything. Now it is sat, I was watching drama from morning to night. Haha. Wasted my day. Then I had bbq for dinner. So full. Lao gong doing HW so don't want to bother him. Tomorrow I going to do Chinese reading again. Now reading the words, still getting stuck and I too lazy to check the dictionary.

my dinner... Left overfood...

my ZEN... Hehe... But don't have many songs to put in...

Relax

A lot of people starting school this week. Refering to those in poly. Wonder how are things run in poly. Like how long is their breaks, do they have P.E and CCAs, so many things I want to know. Speaking of P.E, I took my height and weight this week and I am 162cm while my weight is 59kg (skinner liao). Yeah! Even thought I did not do much sports. (Feel like beating me up right?) Guess what, you think P.E in JC is just do fitness training and play games only then you are wrong. P.E now have theory, we have P.E lectures and I have no idea what are they going to teach there.
Next I am going to tell you how good is the memory of my PW lecturer. She went through 9 slides without even looking at the notes. Every thing was said through memory. And she could talk about PW for half an hour without even looking at the slides, she could even tell us what page of the notes she is at. She also talk in a very funny tone which made us not sleepy at all during the lecture. Chatting with my Lao Gong now, haha, he so ke lian, this week everyday got band. No mood to type. Debating with him now.

the prize possesion of my room... somewhere in there... even i don't know where isit...

cat's present is inside... dunno when will be meeting her...

the lecture notes i have to study... :'(... so thick.... not including my PW...

li ping buy for me one... jealous???

my jigsaw... mostof u have seen it liao...

my SR uniform... guess cbss one or SR one...

Picture day

Today lecture was so boring. I was so bored with my math lecture until I started smsing in the lecture theater. My friends tried to scare me by saying the teacher was behind. During English lecture my teacher was flashing the power point too fast that my hand started to cram after copying just one slide and she does not wait for you. She just continue. No one was listening to her anyway cause we were too busy copying the slides. Econ was with the loud voice teacher but this time he learned to control his volume so his award was he is able to use the mic. Half way during the lecture a chem student came in and quite unbelieveable the teacher ask the student to shoo. You know like small kid like that. Quite fun the econ teachers here in SR excluding the black one ( not trying to be racist, but her teaching method really suck. All she does was just reading from the notes, never eleborate.) Chem was not like last time, this thime was very stupid. We did all the tutorial question using the same method but it was still fun. We Today I took a lot of pictures at home. Hehe. Cause I see my blog very empty.

Annoying

Too tired to blog, when I reached home on Thursday it was like 9 plus then on Friday it was worst 11 plus.
On Thursday I went to bowling and decided to use it as my CCA because it is fun. Bowling rocks. The first game was quite good. I scored 120 plus, just remember it was between the 120 to 130 range. Then the rest of my game sucks. Did not even pass 100. My physical strength drop a lot. On my way home I bump into this CBSS student which I don’t even know and he started talking to me. I just keep on saying ya and when the conversation finished I still had no idea who the hell he is.
Went out with WJ, YZ, XJ and WM on Friday and watch the pacifier. Tip to everyone: prices movie tickets going up next month so watch more movies now. Feel like I am promoting kiasuisam. Then after that we went to food court to eat, WJ and me ate beef noodles, YZ and XJ shared one bowl of ban mian (I think it is called ban mian.) while WM just sat there watching us eat. Very poor thing hor. After that we went walk around J8 looking for a packet of sugar. Then went to KFC to eat again. Haha. We were talking about JCs then the pope and some other lame stuff. We went home at about reaching 11 and poor WM had to hold is hunger until he reach home.
I went on msn then 4E2 started to have conference and people started playing the sound effects and sending nudge to people. I am going to uninstall my msn 7 and msn plus. They continued to do the thing so I turn off my speaker and monitor and lied on my bed. Then I went to watch TV and when I came back they were still at it. Haha. Keep on sending the things very fun are? In the end I can’t be bothered to wait until they stop doing the sound effects so I just turn ff my com and went to sleep. Haha.

Tired

Econ is a social science concerned with the study of how people and society choose two allocate scarce resources which have alternative uses to provide for their unlimited wants. Haha. This was what I was memorizing after my first econ lecture. Econ was fun for me. The teachers gave us an example then force us to give her the result she wants. She said she will punish us if we dun give her the correct result. Then we talk about hand phones and she was an IT idiot. Haha. The lest functions for her will be heaven. Math 9233 was still very boring because of Mr. Ang my math teacher, the other teacher was so much better even though he had pronunciation sucks. Today also had GP lecture. The teacher was say bla bla bla and all of us were like do I look like I care? Tomorrow will be having a long day. Should I go for bowling? There is no dogma cause during April is the trail period for CCAs. Don’t feel like joining any CCA during JC. Too lazy. Let’s see, if tomorrow having math until 5.30, then I will not go for bowling. Reason being can’t be bothered. Haha. Hope that my chem. Make up lecture will be canceled then I could go for cbss sports day. Now my blog still can’t do spelling check. So I am typing in words then later copy and paste into the blog. Haha.
Today had enjoyed myself during badminton. We were all laughing and joking. Kill each other in the team for my group. Miss those care free days where we could play and play and not care about what other say or think. How I wish I could go back to the days where Ervin and Ong will quarrel when we just step into the class room after morning assembly. Then I will go to my table and sleep. Even when I know the teacher has step in but I still don’t care. Then you can see James walking across the room asking the badminton gang want to play badminton on that day cause we don’t want to let XXX (don’t feel like mentioning his name. It will spoil my blog if I do.) to know we will be playing that day. Then when Ervin finally come back to his sit he will kick Cat’s file which make a loud BOOM and I will always wake up cause it is useless to try and sleep. Then there was this project which we have to make things to sell and the group will go to my house and bake cookies to sell. It will be like 2 to 3 people baking while the rest play my PS2, after some time some will try to throw Lian down my flat and Ong will always be in the room watching anime. Miss those days, miss my table, miss the cookies, miss the noise, miss the teachers, and miss you guys.

Results?

Yeah my bro has come home from NS yesterday. Haha. Cause he was sick. Today I finally got my SR uniform. Yes. Tomorrow should be getting my PE ba.
Went for econ lecture today, it was very fun. The teacher gave us examples and force us to give her the result she wants if not she will punish us. Haha. Lame right? Which CT I was going to was suppose to be out today. Everyone was waiting “patiently” for the result to come out but the result was. You have to wait till tomorrow to find out. Haha. Cause I also don’t know the result and I waited till 4 plus some more. It was because of my lecture that I stay until 4 plus. Haha. Still keep on thinking of my secondary school friends. Last time conferences never tell me. Wo ho. My leg stinks like hell.
So happy tomorrow going to play badminton with Ervin they all. Wonder when they will be starting school. Now very pissed, cause asks someone question the person always don’t want to give me an answer. Always give me the answer see first. You should know who you are. So angry with you now.

Love can convert and bring peace

These were the last word of the pope.
Just came back from church from a mass for the pope. Well when the mass started I was almost going to cry. The reason is quite lame, because the choir sings until I want to jump down. Haha.
Enjoyed myself today in lecture. In chem. lecture the time pass so fast, one period felt like only 15 mins had pass and everyone was enjoying the lecture. Will be getting to know what class I will be in tomorrow. Wish me luck that I can get into my first choice of class. Tomorrow so many make up lectures to attend and so little time to revise my lecture notes. Really have to learn how to manage my time. And I still cannot change my blog web site back to English.

Fun

I am enjoying myself when my brother is at home. Excluding the spyware incident. Me and my bro seem to have a lot to talk about or rather a lot in common.
Haha. We talk about NS and say it was very unfair that the minster's son need not go through BMT and gets to be officer. So unfair right?
Memories will fade along with time and the only things that will remain are photos. Same with love. The feelings you have will fade with time and the only feeling left will be lonliness. True? I have no idea. Cause you can say i seldom have feeling. And james tan stop playing with your msn by changing your status.
Well had a very boring day. All I did was watch tv then play computer well not much games to play anyway. Nothing else I think.
Does anyone know how to set the blog back to english cause I cannot understand. And sorry for the spelling errors cause i can't check.

Bad boy

Haha. I pon swimming yesterday. Did not feel like going, so I waited for yu zhuang to finish her net ball then we waited for Wei Jun. And she really took her time going to SR. After Wei Jun came to SR we gave her a short tour of our school and she have to start comparing our school with hers. Our school not that rich lah. Later we went to J8 to have dinner. We ate in Yoshinoya and I felt that my money was cheated after eating that. Haha. Then we went shopping for someone's present I shall not say who. Haha. I still don't think the object we bought for the person will fit. Then Wei Jun's mom came and treated us to Swensen's. That was the first time I eat Swensen's. And the ice cream was too sweet. We were all like trying not to eat the ball of chocolate or what ever it was. Haha. But I have to say the fries was good. We also ate fried mushroom and Yu Zhuang said they fried the mushroom and I just being me had to say some crappy lame joke. Haha. And thank you auntie. We continue our present hunt for another person. Again I shall not tell who that person is but we haven bought for you cause we cannot decide what to buy. Haha. So the day ended by all of us going our separate ways. The. We are not living together. Still getting more lame. Haha. Well came home and wanted to go into msn but cannot. Thought it was my computer that has a problem so I tried my bro's com then my mom's com. All cannot. Thinking someone must be trying to hack into my internet. 我太天真了. Haha. Cause that will not happen. Then just nice Wei Ming save me from panicking. He told me his msn also have problem. Haha. In the end I lie on my bed thinking of something then guess what happen. A black out came. Yup. The next thing I knew it was morning already. Haha. I think you all know what the black out is right?
Today my bro coming back. So happy cause he will always go out and buy things for me. Haha. I wan to eat ice cream. The one at PS one where there is a 50% discount on Tuesday. Haha. Simsons starting soon. Later coming to blog about my boring Saturday. Haha.