I am lost. Feel like giving up but every time always think of some excuse why it is always silent.
I ask the 13 every time we give people advise and help them, but who should we turn to when we need help and advise. Yet if I was given advise would I take it.
Guess not. Every time I feel the only solution is the run. Although I know it is best to face the truth but somehow I can't do that. Yet is it really good to face the problem? The outcome may not be what we want which is why I choose to live in an illusion. Which explains why I always hide behind a mask. Not just one layer but many different layer. I guess everyone wears a mask. Wonder has anyone seen the me under the mask. Even my parents could not figure me out. The worst part is I think I forgot who I originally am.
If silent is all I can get from you, I guess that will be all I every want.
I know I am in the wrong.
And after this guess I will start running again.
Well small k, if you all going out. Don't call me. You know why.
