Rejected

Yup, just saw my letter from NUS saying all the crap but basically saying you are rejected. Sian. Now considering should I go poly. Best is NTU does not reject me but have a feeling they will. Haiz.

8 more days

Hmm, this week did not go so well for me. Ran SOC and came back in 10.34, sian, failed by 5s. Haha. Then had to stay on Saturday for reSOC which cause me to sprain my legs. Now limping everywhere I go. The worst part was I had to do 2 guard duty for this week. Did one on Wed which the sergeant said was regimental and on Sat which was my punishment. Which cause me to lose all my Saturday plans. Haiz. Hope that was the last guard duty I have to do.

Next week will be another tiring week. Have fast march, endurance training, COC and SOC test. Haiz. Have no idea how I am going to survive the next week. Hmm, I think I will end here. Have no idea what really to type. Hope can pass SOC then don't have to stay back on Sat for reSOC.

1h 15mins again

Haha, going to update at the same time left.

This week finally ended the last field camp, it was super crazy cause of all the night duty and wanderer. Did not even get much sleep and they say it is to train out combat fitness. Well my team mates say I did well for my fire movement cause everything went on smoothly and the instructor did not shout at me. Then they keep on laughing at my spelling, I know it sucks la. Comfirm this post quite a number of spelling mistakes cause my page something wrong then dunno how to do spelling check. Haha.

Hmm, this week book out have to wash the clothes myself. Took like 1 hour trying to remove the mud from the shirts, lucky no more field camp if not I have to waste my book out time just to wash mud. Then played majong again with Lian, Dennis and Ervin and lost money again, sian. The weather also quite crazy this time, rain then sun then rain. This is suppose to be the super hot season, how come so much rain, but it does not bother be cause NO MORE FIELD CAMP. MUAHAHA.

Haiz, first thing go back is get ready for SOC. This week doind all the OC, SOC, AOC and COC. Crazy one, thing going to get super tired after this week. On the other hand, they say I am the crazy one cause after field camp everyone went home wash clothes and sleep until next day 12 like that, me leh, sleep until 7 then wake up le, somemore sleep at 1am. Haha, now looking at it, I am crazy. More like inhuman. Haha.

Ok going to get ready to go back le. Hope this time book out on friday. BETTER BOOK OUT ON FRIDAY.

1h 15mins

Haiz, have no idea what is wrong with my blog again.

Left with 1hour 15mins and I am here updating a blog that no one bothers to read, sad sia.

Last 2 weeks went through hell field camp which gave me cuts and thorns in my hand, hope don't get soil disease. Going back to camp and this time they say will be worst cause they going to takan us and do a lot of other stuff with of course everyone hates. Hope it will not be so bad. After this week everything should be smooth sailing.

Haiz, my mom going overseas this week, wanted to spend more time with her but then in the end could not cause need to wash the mud all these from my uniform then have to leave house soon. Seriously, life in hell makes things a lot worst for my civilian life. Looking at my bro, after he went through the 2 years, he rarely comes home to spend time with the family and if he does it will be like 1 or 2 in the morning.

Don't thing I going to type anymore, feel like just going to have dinner with my mom. Starting from next week have a feeling Saturdays and Sundays will be all by myself at home. O ya, next week mother's day right? Haiz, also don't have time to spend with my mom, sian.

Sorry for the blog being to choppy.

Where to turn to, Who to turn to

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you're away from love and you're alone

If you call your friends and nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I show you there's a destiny

The best things in life

They're free

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know

What real love can do

What love can do

4.5 more weeks to go

Haiz. These few days the training super tired. Last week go out field, this week go out field, next week go out field. Someone please save me from this super tiring course. Lucky this week got long week end. As for the second field camp leh, sure die one, only one day break. Don't even know how my clothes will dry.

Field camp was crazy, got so many battle scars. One cut in the palm, bruise until bleed on the elbow and knee, how am I going to survive the next 2 weeks. Then got quite a number of insect bites which i scratch until bleed also. Have a feeling they are sand fly bites.

This long weekend is more like a rest for me. Did not really went out everyday. Came home on Saturday and spend time with my bro and mom. Sunday was playing majong cause my bro's friend short of one person. Yesterday went to watch wild hogs, haha, lame and funny show. After that went to play majong again and lost money, sian. As for today, spend my time typing out the 3G army thing and now I finally update my blog just for myself to read. Haiz.

So how was my life in camp, got to say it is quite sucky. Too xiong for me. People inside are fun and most are like elite people, all so freaking smart one. Then they all have to book out for interview all these. Only 3 people never book out for interview but then I am the only one who went through all the training. The other two got report sick or during training not feeling well. Speaking of interview, I hope the letter from NTU come soon, though my results are quite sucky but must have hope that I can get into the course I want.

The people inside camp treat me quite well, actually they all treat me like small kid. Even the instructors treat me like small kid. Then got others, haha, like to use my shoulder to sleep cause they say nice to sleep on. Haiz, when will some one let me sleep on their shoulder. Hmm, one day I shall look for a person to let me sleep on their shoulder and I will properly get a neck ache or something like that. Really that nice to sleep on people's shoulder meh?