Late nights, early morning...

That day went out with Vin and Kiat, felt like freeking long never go out late at night le. Like 10pm then reach home at about 5am to 6am. Envy them cause both got cars, haha, then I can take free rides. Everything was still the same, Vin still as cheeky as every and Kiat still always listening to other people's problem and council them. Suppose to go swim that morning so slept for like 2h then went to SSDC to book all my practical driving dates. After that waited for that sleepy head who wake up at 11 and told me he after go CMPB then go swimming. Which by then was raining so never mind.

Friday went to the airport to send Wei'an off. Haha, sad cause only Jian Wen went with me to send them and lucky Jian Wen went then got free ride. Lol. He got new car some more. Rich kid. Haiz. Speaking of cars, I pass my FTT le, now is chiong practical lesson. Haha. Have to thank Loo for the website he gave me and on Msn teaching me final theory. Personal tutor. Lol.

This week was quite a boring week. Other then going out with them I was stoning at home watching Gossip Girl XOXO. Lol. Wanted to ask someone go out to watch movie but he said he don't watch the shows I watch and the other shows he have watch them already. Vin busy with his girlfriend cause going into NS liao. Kiat busy with work. Me? Busy looking for new hand phone. Haha. Want to change to the Sony Ericsson's C905 which is still not out. Hope it can come out soon but I still have 2 months of time to wait.

不要管

那天又打给风 （这次的电话费会很贵）
她对我说
不要管
别人要怎样说我看我我都管不了
反正时间一到
我就要回家了
这些人因该不会再看到了
可能她说的对吧
我太在乎别人所说的话
所对我的看法

他说过
他看人是看外表的
可能因为这样
他才每次说我
最伤人的还是那三个字 so sad ah
听到了很想打他

现在什么都不想对他说
只是坐在他旁边
静静的看
有时候就假笑
连水都说我假笑越来越厉害

那三个找到这里的小鬼
你们敢说出去的话
剩下的两个月不会好过
哈哈, 开玩笑的
你们要说就说把

听

以为
过了这么久终于找到了
找到一个
可以理解我心情
可以听我的烦恼
在他面前不用装坚强的人

可是我错了
你不会去了解去体会别人的心情
在你的世界里我也只是个路人甲
我已经很精力的尝试不做路人甲
你还是一样

那天只想要你听一下烦恼
你却对我说了三个字
我只好伤心地走掉

你们四个
好希望你们能快点回来
水谢谢你那天让我忘了我烦恼
虽然只是一下子
我很感激你

我/你

每次生气却不想让对方知道
每次都不想让任何人知道
只会静静的笑
他在的时候

每次你都静静地离开

或当他来的时候

你就会假装有事先走一步

可是我不想伤害到对方
不想让他为这事烦

你在沙荒
你只是不想让你自己在烦恼
不想在伤害到自己
可是你知道吗
你每次这样会让自己跟烦
会跟伤害到自己

反正到最后他也会把我给忘了
我在他世界里也只是个路人甲
他也因该很讨厌我吧
每次和他说话
他只会骂我讲我说我
没有一次他会正常的和我说话

我好讨厌我自己

名字

一张纸 一个名
那天那张纸那个名
一阵风把它吹走
这张纸这个名
不只是一张纸一个名
它有了回忆记忆意义
把他们连起来的回忆
让他思念的记忆
在他心中的意义

是不是天意他也不知道
天对他说过他会死
怎么死的方法可能就是这样

过了那天他的烦恼他的混乱
就像那张纸那个名
可是他的回忆记忆意义也开始
像那张纸那个名
慢慢的离开他

Yos, back.

This time the trip was more of a relax trip.

A lot of time to think, to wonder, to get my mind off stuff.

But this post is not about that. Haha. Just want to upload some photos

and knock off. Haha.

Tankees from the past and present. Eh the future one, haha, never go send us off. I think it has become a tradition to send any tankee going overseas. Lol. Quite touch by my ex trainees that they came to send me off. The bond that bring us together. But don't think the future tankees will go and send each other off. They did not go through what we have gone through. The hardship that made our ties stronger. Haha, okay going to stop crapping.

Finally get to eat the curry rice we always see in anime. Lol. But got sick of it cause it is sweet curry and it was cause we did not know can ask for different level of spiciness and the person who took our order did not ask us.

The toilet shop. Sells every food in a toilet bowl or shit shape. Just everything toilet. Don't know will be able the eat if I when it looks like shit?

And lastly san mao's dao face with some artistic feel. Lol. Spend a freeking long time to try and take it cause he keep on siaming. DAO.

Ok. Time to sleep.

假

结果
走不回了
看到他
他却看不到我
叫他
他却听不到我
发信息
他很久才回答或忘了回答
他生日时还亲手做了个礼物给他
他却不知道我生日是几时

既然不想例会
我
我不想放弃
可是
我已经没办法了
已经很累了
看到对方
我只好用假笑地面对他
虽然我知道他不想看到我

我知道
假眼泪伤到对方
加笑伤到自己
要我伤到他
我不忍心

静

风
敢用我的msn跟他讲话
可是
你应该知道我要说什么了吧
认识你那么多年
这还是第一次你不要袖手旁观
可是
还是要谢谢你
接下来是看他怎么做了

累

想
不要去想了
反正想了那么多
事情还是一样

风
很抱歉浪费了你那么多时间
每次一有事就去找你
你因该市被我烦到无可奈何了吧
可是这次我不会听你的话
最后还是放弃了
我知道为了一句话而失去了一个朋友
是很不值得的
可是为了那句话
搞到今天这种地步接下来的日子
不是会跟糟糕吗？

我知道
是天意把他住的地方移到和我一样那楼
可是已经太迟了
接下来的日子一样那句话
看这办
反正他最近也把我当成透明的
朋友问他要不要和他们换位子这样大家可以坐在一起
他却大声地说不要
看到我也不想和我说话
我一个人坐在那里
他走的时候一声再见也不说
既然不想再见那就不再见好了
既然他不想我也不想勉强他

记得忘记

还记得你所说的话吗？
叫我把过去忘了因为那时你不以中所说的话

从你生日那天我就一直在想方法忘掉它
每天和你聊天
每天都希望我们可以做回朋友
还记得你跟我要生日礼物
我就做了一个给你
可是现在你却很冷淡的对待我
我看我的生日是及时你也不懂吧

现在我想对你说
对不起我不可以在把这件事忘掉
可是你不用担心
因为有忘没忘都没有不同
因为现在你也不想和我说话
既然对方都不想说话和必要危难对方
何必要让对方以为我们是朋友
接下来的日子
我看就不用谈的
因为我们已经没有明天了

烦

今天好烦啊
不知道为什么
试想很怪
连打字都觉得很怪
牛头不对马嘴

Guard duty

That time did guard duty on a sunday.
Happen to be one of my most happening guard duty and it is not because of turn out or anything.
Haha, it was because my ex-trainees even trainees also visited me in guard room. Have to say it was quite weird, all those that were suppose to come did not come and those that were not suppose to all came.
Don't understand what I am trying to say? Haha, go guess ba. Only can say some book in the then remember I got guard duty. Saded.

Ok la not blaming you all. Got one more du lan one. Saw me also will not come over say hi. Cannot say is his fault cause I too short le ma. People tall even when we on the same bus or mrt he also cannot see me. Actually he never come talk to me also good thing cause you should know what I want to say next ba. Maybe I should stop talking to him, any objections?

Quite touch by my trainees. All bought food for me, haha, especially thanks to Edmund and Wei'An. One bought some snack when he was suppose to bring 老婆饼 for me, LOL, the other is the best one, bought 鲍鱼面 and 龙虾面 when he remembered I like to eat his one. Wahaha. Haven eatten them yet more like 舍不得吃.

Just found out a good way to make trainees listen to me, haha. Found out they are all afraid of my killer eyesight which I learn how to use durng the last course. Haha, sorry guys if you always think die ah he having mood swing again.

O ya Tuesday having guard duty but this time as guard commander. Not sure if I can do it well but never mind cause the people will be my trainees. Wahaha. Don't know if they can stand my nonsense or not.

自己

最近一直看到认识的人
他对我说每次看到我都是一个人
连在兵营里也是

还记得那天晚上吗？
每个人都出去了
每个人都有东西做
我呢？还是一样一个人
被整个世界遗忘掉的人

现在
自己对自己说
自己笑自己
当初为什么要给那答案
弄到现在这种地步还被别人取笑
我真的好失败

想

Going to make this a short one cause going to book in le.

The new batch of trainees has come actually also nothing much to say about them.
Haha. Prefer my previous batch. Yes I miss you guys.
I miss my number 2 and 3 and no I never forget you my favourite trainee. Lol.
Those I always go ji siao, Edmund, Chang, Loo, Yong Zhuang.
Those that ji siao with me, haha, referring to you la Poon.

To my crew (2 & 3 and FAVOURITE trainee) teaching you all I feel that it was a blessing
to me. You all are always prepared to receive what I give and most importantly remember
what I teach you all. Lastly seeing you all always go around helping other crews when you all
finish your servicing, gan dong. Haha.

To those I never mention, I don't think you can find my blog, haha, kidding kidding. Not don't want
to mention you guys but too many to mention.

P.S: My crew got people say you all have better knowledge then me, haha.
Be proud of yourselves and I hope you all can teach me what you all learn in unit.

真假

有时候很想去到很远很远的地方
把手机留在家里
什么都不想去管
什么都不要去想

他们说每次有东西给我做我都会自己一个人去做
我不是不想找人来帮
是你们不会帮
一知道晚上可以出去你们可以不管工作就走了
你们是忘了或什么我也不想去管，不想知道

你问我为什么不想脱掉着面具
为了防， 防人心
为了骗
骗他们我现在过得好
骗他们我是个很坚强的人
很多此很想大声的哭出来可是我不能
不能让他们看到我脆弱的一面
不能让其他人为我担心

对了
有些东西很想对你说
虽然你是不意地说出那些话的
可是我还是很难原谅你
你说把这件事忘掉
可是这伤质不好，忘不掉

对还是错?

读到别人所写关于我的东西让我想我最近是太过分了。

最近心情很混乱又不懂是什么搞到这样的。
如果那人读到这的话我是想对你说
我气得不是因为你们不跟我讲话是因为你们不会来帮我。
有时候都不懂你们有没有东西做所以没叫你们。
要帮忙也只是需要你们帮我看住东西让我有点时间去吃而已。

结束了

Trainees going to pop on Friday. Haha. Don't know if I will miss them a not.

Forgotten

From the past it has been like this, in the present it remains the same, as for the future I don't think it will change. Haha, what I am referring to? Some weird thing about me. I know I do not make a huge impact in people's lives. Which is probably why I am always not mention but usually forgotten. Don't believe? Haha, one of my instructor wrote that I was from a different course course even though I was just from the previous batch. Another mention about another instructor and even trainee but did not even mention about me even though I with them. Even my own crew mate forgotten about my existence. Well, gotten use to it and just have to live with it.

Some how regretted my decision to become an instructor. My fellow colleagues do not trust me, cannot get the big picture and another does not even know what is going on. Only 3 people trust me. My appointment was just in name. Everything was told to another person and I was inform of nothing. Everything I tell and done for others was used as their own. Every time I always get a lot of shit and in the end have to stand by myself. Actually not really by myself. Still got 3 senior to look out for me. I really have to thank the 3 of them. One always makes me laugh the other always help me as much as he can the last one have faith in me.

Come to think of it. I think the 3 of us, our fate are about the same, always by ourselves.
For the next batch... 走一步算一步

I should stop procrastinating.

Field camp sucks, even if it was only 2 days.
2 days of field camp and found out I sucks as an instructor. Feel that I do not really know how to push the trainees to move faster. Like on Friday I was the stand in DI, the trainees took a whole 2 hours plus just to finish their AOS. Is like all the timing I give them have no effect at all. Give them extra 15mins they treat it like 1 hour. Tell them not to sleep in the morning turns out I caught them sleeping 3 times. Maybe is time I stop being kind and punish them.

Lazy fingers

Finally going to update this forsaken blog. :p
Haha. Trainees came in le. The driving phrase was still alright just feel that the trainees like to test people especially the NSF instructors. Haha. If they ever read this I am so dead. Haha. These few weekend also nothing much to do. Everyone was busy with their project and I am too lazy to leave my bed. Haha. Also not bad hanging around at home.

Spending all these time at home make you go look at the past. Haha. Found out I have lost touch with choir. Miss all those songs like jang ye, salmo 150 and many more which you all never hear before. Haha. Okay la, here is one I think you hear before, do you hear what I hear, but I prefer the four parts one. Lol.

Hmm, feel like ending here. Haha. The rest Saturday then update ba.

Inhuman

These few days pass by quite fast. Today went out with Wei Xiang to watch superbad. Well, have no idea what to say about the movie, he find it quite funny. Me leh, don't get what the hell they are talking about. After the movie went to Mos and try to catch up on how things are. Well we also don't have much to catch up since it is just 2 weeks. So most of the time it was hearing how was unit life and me complaining about the usual stuff. Haha, I think he hear le also quite sian. Haha, I still want to go your house no matter how messy it is. I don't think it will be worst than mine ba. Haha.

ME?!

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's" Your Personality Type?

谢谢6148和6160

想到过去
为他们做的那些事真的好不值得
为你们做了那么多事不是因为我要你们的可怜或认同
我只是想要让你们可以轻松得过一次又一次的难关
要的不是你们买东西送我
也不要你们的同情
而是要你们帮那些需要帮忙的人

朋友听到我这么做只对我说一个字
傻

如果你们两个在读的话
放心我不是在讲你们
这几个月来多亏有你们的帮忙和体谅
我才可以顺利的过
想起来
是你们的为别人着想让我可以安心的做事

是你们的好玩和幽默让我每天都过得很快了

是你们当我不舒服或在忙时帮我作我需要做的东西

是你们在我生病时帮我承受惩罚

我真得很谢谢你们两个陪我过这五个月

昨天又看到人恶心的一面
实在不知道他们有没有想到其他人
还是满脑子都是关于到自己

起飞

八月二十九日 要飞了。

在这里跟到家先说再见。想起过去，到家都忙着做自己的事，没办法一起出去。
可能是时间，在漫长的岁月当中你们已经把我给忘了。在短短的一年内已经把旧的友情用新的去脐带。
可能回来时再跟你们出去吧。

这几天才发现，原来我家人是很关心我的。我的脚得到一种怪病。伤口一直出水却不会好，我婆婆就刚快买了药给我。一个小瓶的药一份心。让我想起天冷就回来这首歌。

去看医生时，看到一位婆婆为她的孙女买药，还是那种facial的药。最可笑的事着孙女已经有二十多岁了，看到这一点我认为人类真的是黑心的。你婆婆一大把年纪，那些钱都不懂够不够用，却为疼爱孙女儿拿去用，她孙女也就把那钱当成理所当然地拿去用。

Half way

Yup I am half way through my course, this week was a crazy week. We had to mount and dismount the weapon and all the other shit on the tank in 5 mins. Crazy timing but we made it and we were told to feel proud. As if I will cause that whole thing made us waste more time rather than save time.

Haiz, today is national day and I spend the whole day at home, no one ask me out cause they all want to study or already have plan. I unable to come out on Saturday and Sunday then you all complain, have no idea what is wrong with humans.

Actually wanted to type some personal thought and all the other emotional stuff but I am running short of time. Haha, will update next book out which is after my field camp. Hope I survive.

guard duty

Yos people of the mortal realm, came back from camp on friday but only update now. Haha, been too lazy to update recently.

Last week was learning about the tank (what else is there to learn). But the physical training was xiong. Ran SOC with 3L of water and 3 dummy load and they say have to make it within 10mins or get punish, I don't even think they are able to make it within the time limit themselves.

Next week they say going to be quite alright cause most lesson will be done in simulation room.

The most happening thing there was there was another COC parade but this time we were not confine because of the parade. MUAHAHA. But we did not quite like the old commander. Well, there was once 8 of us went to help out in the AOAC graduation. When everything finish we were told by the sirs to go eat with them as a kind of thanks for helping them. When we were taking the food half way, some guy came up to us and said are you officers? If not what are you doing here? Then we were so angry we feel like just throwing the food into the rubbish bin in front of him but then we decided we shall not waste food. So we just walk to the cookhouse. The graduating sirs on the other hand brought food over to the cookhouse cause some of us did not take enough. Haiz, the most sad part was we during the COC parade, we found out sergeants are classified as man, sian.

Well, next week I will be doing guard duty on Saturday, so don't bother looking for me on sat. But as if anyone of you will know cause no one ever reads this blog now.

CONFINED

Stupid, I kana confine on Saturday till Sunday 3pm just because of some COC parade which disrupted our lesson. The worst part was they are not going to repay us back the time they confine us, and they say army was fair. Carp sia. Even those that took part in the NDP are able to get one day paid back.

This week went through the driving part, every night sleep in the morning and wake up at 545, some more they say TSR was important. Haiz, have no idea why have to go through 4 days of driving.

Haiz crap, also cannot type some more, later kana caught by dunno who ever for suaning them, talk about free country.

once in armor always in armor

There is no way to escape the life of a armorer. They say it is very xiong, can service tank until 3am in the morning and wake up at 5am to continue with the next morning exercise. Haiz, don't know what to type these few days. Never go out cause too tired le. Hmm, I will be going Taiwan from 10/9 to 2/10. Haha. 3 weeks leh, going to miss u guys sia.

new place new people

Going to new camp tomorrow, bro ask me to go 1.5h earlier. Really that far meh?

These few days spend slacking at home, haha, whole day just eat and sleep and watch tv and play computer. Went out a few times just to meet up with old friends and do some army stuff.

Yesterday leh went to changi airport. Mom went overseas again, enjoying herself sia. How I wish I could go also.

Haha, don't quite no what to type. Becoming more and more stupid le la.

Rejected

Yup, just saw my letter from NUS saying all the crap but basically saying you are rejected. Sian. Now considering should I go poly. Best is NTU does not reject me but have a feeling they will. Haiz.

8 more days

Hmm, this week did not go so well for me. Ran SOC and came back in 10.34, sian, failed by 5s. Haha. Then had to stay on Saturday for reSOC which cause me to sprain my legs. Now limping everywhere I go. The worst part was I had to do 2 guard duty for this week. Did one on Wed which the sergeant said was regimental and on Sat which was my punishment. Which cause me to lose all my Saturday plans. Haiz. Hope that was the last guard duty I have to do.

Next week will be another tiring week. Have fast march, endurance training, COC and SOC test. Haiz. Have no idea how I am going to survive the next week. Hmm, I think I will end here. Have no idea what really to type. Hope can pass SOC then don't have to stay back on Sat for reSOC.

1h 15mins again

Haha, going to update at the same time left.

This week finally ended the last field camp, it was super crazy cause of all the night duty and wanderer. Did not even get much sleep and they say it is to train out combat fitness. Well my team mates say I did well for my fire movement cause everything went on smoothly and the instructor did not shout at me. Then they keep on laughing at my spelling, I know it sucks la. Comfirm this post quite a number of spelling mistakes cause my page something wrong then dunno how to do spelling check. Haha.

Hmm, this week book out have to wash the clothes myself. Took like 1 hour trying to remove the mud from the shirts, lucky no more field camp if not I have to waste my book out time just to wash mud. Then played majong again with Lian, Dennis and Ervin and lost money again, sian. The weather also quite crazy this time, rain then sun then rain. This is suppose to be the super hot season, how come so much rain, but it does not bother be cause NO MORE FIELD CAMP. MUAHAHA.

Haiz, first thing go back is get ready for SOC. This week doind all the OC, SOC, AOC and COC. Crazy one, thing going to get super tired after this week. On the other hand, they say I am the crazy one cause after field camp everyone went home wash clothes and sleep until next day 12 like that, me leh, sleep until 7 then wake up le, somemore sleep at 1am. Haha, now looking at it, I am crazy. More like inhuman. Haha.

Ok going to get ready to go back le. Hope this time book out on friday. BETTER BOOK OUT ON FRIDAY.

1h 15mins

Haiz, have no idea what is wrong with my blog again.

Left with 1hour 15mins and I am here updating a blog that no one bothers to read, sad sia.

Last 2 weeks went through hell field camp which gave me cuts and thorns in my hand, hope don't get soil disease. Going back to camp and this time they say will be worst cause they going to takan us and do a lot of other stuff with of course everyone hates. Hope it will not be so bad. After this week everything should be smooth sailing.

Haiz, my mom going overseas this week, wanted to spend more time with her but then in the end could not cause need to wash the mud all these from my uniform then have to leave house soon. Seriously, life in hell makes things a lot worst for my civilian life. Looking at my bro, after he went through the 2 years, he rarely comes home to spend time with the family and if he does it will be like 1 or 2 in the morning.

Don't thing I going to type anymore, feel like just going to have dinner with my mom. Starting from next week have a feeling Saturdays and Sundays will be all by myself at home. O ya, next week mother's day right? Haiz, also don't have time to spend with my mom, sian.

Sorry for the blog being to choppy.

Where to turn to, Who to turn to

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you're away from love and you're alone

If you call your friends and nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I show you there's a destiny

The best things in life

They're free

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know

What real love can do

What love can do

4.5 more weeks to go

Haiz. These few days the training super tired. Last week go out field, this week go out field, next week go out field. Someone please save me from this super tiring course. Lucky this week got long week end. As for the second field camp leh, sure die one, only one day break. Don't even know how my clothes will dry.

Field camp was crazy, got so many battle scars. One cut in the palm, bruise until bleed on the elbow and knee, how am I going to survive the next 2 weeks. Then got quite a number of insect bites which i scratch until bleed also. Have a feeling they are sand fly bites.

This long weekend is more like a rest for me. Did not really went out everyday. Came home on Saturday and spend time with my bro and mom. Sunday was playing majong cause my bro's friend short of one person. Yesterday went to watch wild hogs, haha, lame and funny show. After that went to play majong again and lost money, sian. As for today, spend my time typing out the 3G army thing and now I finally update my blog just for myself to read. Haiz.

So how was my life in camp, got to say it is quite sucky. Too xiong for me. People inside are fun and most are like elite people, all so freaking smart one. Then they all have to book out for interview all these. Only 3 people never book out for interview but then I am the only one who went through all the training. The other two got report sick or during training not feeling well. Speaking of interview, I hope the letter from NTU come soon, though my results are quite sucky but must have hope that I can get into the course I want.

The people inside camp treat me quite well, actually they all treat me like small kid. Even the instructors treat me like small kid. Then got others, haha, like to use my shoulder to sleep cause they say nice to sleep on. Haiz, when will some one let me sleep on their shoulder. Hmm, one day I shall look for a person to let me sleep on their shoulder and I will properly get a neck ache or something like that. Really that nice to sleep on people's shoulder meh?

Going to new camp

Haha. It has been so long since I last blog. Well a bit lazy even though I am in NS now. Nothing much to update though cause life there can only be explain in one word which is outstanding.

Here got picture we took in the multi-purpose hall. Haha, all trying to pose or act cool.

Posting results for those that don't know is I am posted to sispec. Hope will enjoy life there like in BMT.

For those that don't know my results, I got everything C.

Haiz. Quite sad now. Wanted to spend the last day before I go into Sispec with my family. In the end, they all busy with their own thing. Spend almost one whole day alone. Breakfast, lunch, dinner all eat facing my computer. Just staring at my computer, browsing through friendster. Think I shall add a few testimonials for you guys.

Going back to hell

Yup I will be returning to hell in about three hours. But will be out on friday or thusday. I still do not see the point of going there you know. You all know where la some more I cannot say cause it is a chargeble offance. Everything there is a chargeble offance, I think they have a thick book then on top write chargeble offance. Haha. Actually going for the training is still ok, the only problem is we cannot take out time to do things and they always set unrealistic timings like change to this in 5 mins. I don't believe they can do it considering the travelling time all these. Haiz don't want to add le.

Well have to update more often even though I do not have much time to do that. Haha, bye guys.

TOMORROW LAST PAPER

YEAH! GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE with very little people. Haiz so sad. You all don't wan to go. Especially 小可, ask him come out like will die like that. And is every time ask him come out he don't want to go. I give up liao la. Next time don't ask people go this kind of gathering le. Just ask the swimming gang wan to go out swim, sing, pool or dota. Badminton gang is officially disband le. Most of the people go swimming gang. Haha, some more got new members wo. Eh cat don't get the wrong idea why I never call you, is because I know you got TKD.
P.S: 小可我以后不会再叫你出门了，谁叫你讲你比较喜欢一个人出门， 加上每次叫你出门你死都不要， 别人一叫你你就去。

Nervous or maybe not

I seriously cannot tell what I am feeling now. Feel scared yet like every thing is going to be just find. Maybe God has planted a auto feeling stabilizer into my body, quite a defective one cause I will not feel nervous but will always feel so happy. Hehe. Actually I still can crack jokes at this time. Haha. Lets see, a long one.
一位太太去到旅店，那里的保安人员看到她就问：太太来这里做什么？
太太回答：我来这里来抓奸。
保安人员又问：你抓到了会有什么反应？
太太回答：我就只好折一只眼闭一只眼。
保安人员就觉得那太太好伟大，他就让太太进旅店
太太就说：那你可以把你的抢借给我吧。
ha. Can get? If cannot then nevermind ba. Well wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. If you have not then you DIE. Haha, kidding.
See you all at 17 Nov. Actually is just see myself at 17 Nov since no one reads this.

actions

Just a short one cause some people find me too crapy
There was once a leader who did things for the people of his country yet yield no results, his people feel that what he did was bad for the country. But 100 years later, the country feel that what he did has made the country or benefit the country today. If I remember correctly the leader was Napoleon. (Think so only)
Your actions leads to the results. Yet it is not the results that is important it is the action. However, in the real world, people see results as the fruit of your actions. We live in a weird world.

Devil got kissed by angel

Haha, yup I got kissed by an angel but then is on the cheek. Hehe. Want to know who? Too bad cannot say, who ask you all don't wan to go chalet. Speaking of chalet, Here are some pics of all the drunk people at the chalet. Including me, haha.














Yup there is only 6 people who went. Jin lian leh never take with us, haha, she to busy le. So What did we do during the chalet? A lot of crazy things, we drink, we sing, we play prank and most importantly, we gamble. Haha. So sad did not gamble much cause was short on cash and the ATM there was spoiled. Haha, cannot post all the crazy pics and video or they will kill me. Lol. The 5 of us have to video of the NYP and NP SCANDAL. MUAHAHA. Can use it to threaten eh hem sia. This time the chalet was the most fun and it is the last one. So all those that never go, too bad lor. Then now is prelims, which I am so going to die for it. Math paper 2 was a total killer. The stats I see until I blurr. Haha, wish me luck.

By popular demand

You all really like to see how short I am right? So this is how I look like in the other photo. Haha, see that green circle? Ya I cheated so will not look so short. Hehe. Now for the weird things I did at home. Hehe, I broke the thing that I use to wash the toilet. The destructive power of Dee's mom, haha. All Ee Wen's fault la, don't want to wash toilet then I have to wash. O ya, then there is the pair of black shoes. Hehe, those are my shoes, look cool right? And hope I don't break the mop tomorrow then I mop the floor. Next is my BIRTHDAY PRESENTS. Hehe I like those two shirts maybe cause they are in fashion now? Haha, for those who did not give me present I know what you can give me at 0 cost, YES it is 0 cost. The answer is I want this song called b4情歌. Haha, anyone of you have it? Then the last pic would be the one of my pencil box, the one cat gave to me.






Yes it is the one which fell during lecture and dee's crystal ball fell out and made the guy who thinks I am a stalker now also thinks I am weird. Cannot help it have the urge to say that. Haha. So now for you update on the members of the disbanded badminton gang. Vin has finish his exams, dennis and kiat still having them, James have no idea what is going on, seems like he is on one island while I am on another. Ong on attachment at a far~ away~ land~. That effect did not come out the way I planed it to be but who cares. Lets see still got who. Jamie busy with her thing who is going the be the next big thing in Singapore, about the world bank one. Then cat having mood swings, beware of her cat claws next week. GET THE HINT??? Haha.

Time

You know people always say time waits for no one but has anyone thought of who time is rushing to meet?
Today left 65 days to A levels, been mugging even harder. Haha, looks like this year teacher's day no one is going back. I think I am not going back too cause no one accompany me go back.

These few days have been going back to school to study or attend lectures to get hints. Haha, during Saturday lecture something very bad happen. Well remember dee gave me this crystal ball thing and it is still in my pencil box? So the pencil box fell on the floor then the ball came out, the person in front of me helps me pick it up and gave me a very weird look. So now to him I am the stalker and the weird guy. But some how cannot blame me for "stalking" him. Lets see we meet almost every morning in the bus cause he live one bus stop away from me so naturally on our way home we also usually see each other. But now he scared I am stalking him so he change his method to go home. He now takes different bus home and come school just on the dot. Haha, dint know just going to school and coming home can scare a person so much. Maybe it is in my blood to make people feel scared?

So wonder what are these? Haha this is the potions from FF12 the game, meaning you all better not make me angry or I will drink these potions to recharge myself and cast curses on you. Haha, a bit lame. What else can I upload here.

Then this is my class pic. Finally upload one of my class pictures and the guy on my right (your left for those direction moron) is one head taller then me so the other pic where most of us are stand I don't feel like uploading cause I will feel super demoralised. Ending off here I guess, tomorrow is the start of my prelims so wish me good luck.

Lame doings of ber

Well I learn day was not useful at all . Econs my com lag and they gave me all the correct answer, so you all can guess what I get for the mcq test la. Then there was math which the com did not help. Both of them just pass. Lastly there was stupid chem. They want us to hand in the difficult questions in the tutorial which are so hard to do. (if not why are they called difficult question) Out of all the questions I could only solve one, the rest I could not figure out the info given so could not do. Ask Vin leh he say he forgot le. Made me feel like killing him.

These few days been doing some lame things like this one. Haha, this one is a calendar I saw in J8, Japanese product. Very cool just that you have to change the dates every month. But I did not buy it. If I did, the next time you all come my house we can have a treasure hunt. Haha, who find the most number of days will win the game. Haha. Next picture on the list is my table which became my rough paper. Ta da. Nice?

SAND CASTLE

Went with SR to go build sand castle at East Coast park. Haha, totally enjoyed myself. Did fun run and came in top 100 so got this cool collar pin with ugly color combinations. Haha, but it is cool.
And these pic is not the sand castle that my class build. Haha, but they look so cool.




And this is the one we build. Small but cute sia. Haha. Well then I thought of something fun to do, you know the mediacrop camera man always never get a chance to get into the picture. So now I am giving them a chance to go on screen. Haha. I know a bit lame but fun ma. And have you ever wonder why she is standing in such a weird position?

不知怎么形容我现在的感觉

刚刚读了某人的blog. 其实我这外人什么都不该说，我只要跟他讲你还有我们。虽然我们不可以代替她的位子，可是我们至少可以在你伤心时和你一起走下这条路。 我觉得自己好丢脸，当天我还叫他跟我们出来玩。现在，不知道要怎样对他开口。只好写这blog希望你能看到。
这句话好不向我啊。其实人真得很奇怪，大家都希望在世上的东西可以是永远的。可是，如果人的东西是永远的我们还会懂得珍惜它吗？就像有些人想要追求永远的感情，如果感情是永远的我们就不是学去珍惜感情。我们不失去就不知道东西的重要性，就像我们辉难过才会知道快乐是什么。
人啊人，为什么你那么简单却那么难了解。

Busy

These few days keep on studying and I feel that it totally have no effect at all. School life sucks. These few days quite little thing happen, my master's birthday and vin's birthday, some one finally got together but I shall not talk about that cause later my master scold me for gossiping. Haha, wondering who my master is? Who on earth have suck great power over me? Hehe, don't want to say.
Well so many bad thing happen in my family, uncle has an affair, one aunt got stroke the other got cancer, and some idiot is cursing me. If I ever find the source of all these if they are not natural, the person will get hell from me.
Find it strange but what the hack, don't feel like continue to type anything, feel so sick as in I am really sick. So let me Knock myself out.
O ya, I finally solve the equation for why life is unfair. Keep on mind that scientist theory is everything came out from nothing (after so many year they finally believe in the book of genesis) and everything was in balance. Since what two things of opposite nature come together it will balance out. So this world have to be unfair and the fair world have to be keep far away from here as if fair and unfair comes together they will cancel each other out. (Imagine a world where nothing is fair or unfair) Nonsense theory but who would believe everything came out of nothing in the first place.

intelligence cannot be lost, can only be forgotten

Not my point but nevermind. And haha, just trying something fun with the links ma.
These few days life is got so wrong, exams results = fail everything, family out of sudden having a lot of problem and my weight is starting to go up and down as and when it likes. Today was meet the parents day so went to school with mom and my teachers found out what they are not suppose to know. Yup, they found out I did not study at home then they even got my mom's number to make sure I stop playing computer games. Speaking of games, these few days have been playing Chrono Cross again. Haha, this time was because of the character called Pip who have like 3 final forms and I only unlock 2 of them. Cute character but time consuming to train.
Lets see what else to add. Heard the news that Singapore was trying to find a national dish, the funny thing was their choice of option which are Satay, Laska and bla bla bla. All of them are a wrong choice of dish to represent Singapore mainly because they represent only one culture or one race. They should choose some food that was created in Singapore and also represent out multi culture nation. But I guess you all cannot be bother cause these things are seriously out of our hands.
Today was suppose to go out with Lian and my bro to swim but then yesterday Lian called say she cannot go. So in the end never go swimming so went to jog, haha wanted to lose weight. From start feel that I am running out of breath or someone was trying to choke me, at least better then last time where they were pulling my leg. Haha, funny time to go jogging right?
You know in chinese culture, I feel that 7th month is like the most important time. During CNY some families just don't care or seldom go family visiting all these but when it comes to 7th month, they sure will burn hell money even some catholics ask priest to come blesstheir house. Funny people,ghost more important than family r? I know there was this chinese saying 不怕一万，只怕万一 but there is no point to worry until like that what. Or they feel that spirits are more powerful than 天堑.
Well I guess have nothing to add just that should I change the name of the links? Haha I should change ba.

time can change you but you can't change time

This saturday anyone want to go out cause we thinking of going swimming, haha, then maybe we could go to Yo Chu Kang one and look for Mdm cho. Haha.
Yesterday went with Jamie to go support Joakim. Feel very bad (now that's a lie), was friends with Joakim for 10 years already but still never vote for him. Haha. Why not next time one of us do the voting then we just split the cost. Good right?
Haha. That day after I declare myself no clique, at night I went to chat with Vin and Lian and found that although in JC I only have a few friends but God have given me you guy in secondary school to make my life so much more enjoyable. There were even parts of me that I only show to you guys leh. Like my evil side which is not good, haha. Just want to say that some how we are more like family then friends.
And JC life not totally that bad, I have the bowling gang, Ah yong (she is going to kill me for calling her that), and the rest of the mugging gang.
Maybe the reason I ever went into CBSS is to meet with you guys, to meet the naggy yet fun teachers, the funky and very on people, the evil yet helpful people. O ya, lets go bake cookies again. Haha, miss the days we walk around the NTUC and buy things noisly. Then in my house we have the PS2 gang, anime gang, the reading comic gang, and the 3 people combi of the baking cookies gang. Those not in the 3 people combi is also part of the eat the cookies gang. Still love it when the whole class is one big clique.
P.S: Cat learn to care for yourself first before you start caring for others.

No clique

Yup I officially declare myself have no clique. Well already knew I have no clique, have some sort of sign that none of the groups wanted me. Sad case. So now I am officially friendless in JC, maybe it is a sign telling me I will get no where there. Hate JC life and will encourage my children not to go into a JC.
Bowling people rocks, no matter how down you are they will always cheer you up. They even gave me this funky Key chain. When ever I am sad my mom will always SMS me to bring my spirit up, haha. Don't know what I will do without her. Then there is Sam who will always bring me out of my boredom and there is cent who will still always scold me but still fun to be with. Den leh, haha always there to crap with Hendi then I just stare at them. Ting no matter how down I become, she always come and we become super lamers, it always snows after that.
Secondary school friends leh, don't know all go where le. Some busy with new friends others have forgotten my existence even though we were good friends before. I am one sad case. Lets see who is left in the close friends section. Lian, 弟, vin, cat... Erm no one le ba.
Haiz, this week had 2 days off to go out with them but then, all no time. Hao xun ah. Don't want to say le.

Cut off

Well, my teacher ask us to cut off out blogging all these. Nah, I don't think it will make a difference since I take such a long time to update my blog.
So many things happen this week. School has officially started and I have officially started DOING my tutorials. So those that want to buy 4D this is the week to buy. Why did I start doing my tutorials? Maybe is cause of my chemistry results that shocked me to start doing my tutorials. Tutors and adding extra lessons on our time table for the REST OF THE YEAR which means less time to go out with you guys. Even if they don't add I also don't think I have time to go out. Have to do tutorials, revision on top of that extra homework. Not that extra homework is bad but too much things can drive a person to madness you know. There was a think I was thinking about is how they define time after school. It is called free time, I know you are able to do whatever you want but if they give us so much homework they should just rename free time to extended school time. Even if it is free time I trust most of us would spent this time completing your tutorials all these ASSUMING you are a good boy. So we now declare free time to be called extended school time until you have completed your homework. (The we just makes it sound more grand)
Now to talk about how my social life sucks, well added someone on msn and I think the person is irritated by me so I have a feeling I have been blocked. Not his fault actually cause I do think I am irritating right? He also have been ka jiao by some bo liao people recently so can understand la. Well since I feel that I irritated him long enough, I did not bother to talk to him in school. (That did not sound right and I am childish aren't I) Again it makes no difference cause I seldom talk to him in school, I guess he just don't like to talk. (Well don't I like to assume things. Not my fault, Econ taught me that humans are very rational)
And now for my house life, normal, cooking dinner staying at home to help my mom do things for her work one like clinic work. Watching Will and Grace, listening to songs from 十二国记 which are just lots of weird songs, well I am weird. And last of all I am finally running. Haha. Well my house life sucks so when are we having the next majong session? My mom misses you guys. SHIT, just remembered my mom going overseas AGAIN. Well... SAM~~~ Haha, will be calling you to go out and makan and most important... STUDY!!!

Flung

Ya I flung my chem paper3 and is flung until like shit. Scored 18%. Guess what Ervin said. He say dota some more la then I was like diaoz. But the worst part is I don't feel anything. I am not worried or anything. Maybe there are too many things going on until I am sick of worrying. But one thing is for sure I am starting to do my tutorials.
The bbq for my bowling well in the end is like not I organise one but who cares. We ordered the food from bbq wholesale and they delivered to my house. Can you imagine 2 ppl carrying food for 30 ppl from AMK to Bishan? Lucky got Sam come help me if not I will not know what to do. After that I started the fire most of the things is I do one cause the rest either too lazy or dunno how to do. Even food also I cook one. Okay not only me la, Sam and Cent also help out and they help out a lot.
At first is Ting come help with the cooking then later she went to eat and never come back, lucky Cent was there to help me before she left. But one good thing is where Ting is sure very fun one cause she will be doing lame stuff. She even got a password before fanning the fire. Bet you all can't guess what the password was. Then every time I do something to the food Cent always scold me. When the food looks cook and they want to try if it is still raw Cent will always look at me and say: You think the food cook le ma? Which is translated to Ber eat and try if it is cooked. Bully me sia. One day must ask him teach me DOTA. Haha, I too lousy le.
Then me and Cent went to eat and the sad thing was no one was taking care of the food and fire at the pit. So both of us hurry up eat finish then go back cook food. Then Sam saw me very ke lian came to help me. Which make me feel like I was being over protected. Well after the bbq Sam was saying next time I alone can call him then go eat or study bla bla bla. 我不小了， 可以照顾我自己。Haha, but will call you if no one eating with me la. Then on our way back found out they guys know GH while I know GJ and GH. They were asking me who I think was more something since I know both of them. Well you all should know what the something is right? And my answer? Don't want to say. Haha.
Next day in school Ting went around saying Den they all, you all leave Ber to take all the food he very ke lian leh, lucky Sam went to help him. Haha, lucky I overheard which again makes me feel like I am over protected.
Well, ending my post here, actually is going to chiong tutorials. Haha, left with econs and chem to complete.

麻将

今天发生了很多事， 哈哈。我们跟石玲玲打麻将时最不可思议的事情发生了。石玲玲赢了很多场麻将加上她不在麻将上不是很厉害，应该是他交学费给我们的可是现在却反过来了。可能是因为我妈妈教她这样玩后她就开窍了。哈哈。 赢了钱他却感到很奇怪因为是从她学生们生上赢来的。早知道叫她把钱还给我们，哈哈。
说到麻将，我发现最近一直很想打麻将，不只是上瘾了还是子想跟他们在一起。说是上瘾也不是因为我要停的时候会停啊，想跟他们出去也不是因为现在每个星期我们都一起去做运动。到底是为什么呢？神啊请你告诉我吧。
在学校老师叫我举行bbq，这bbq造了很多问题给我，从来没发现举行这种东西会这么难。每个人都没有一个共同没事的时间，还我要东问西问，问到来还是没有一个时间可以举行bbq。好凡啊。
放假真不像放假，差不多每天都要回学校，加上下个星期老师要举行魔鬼训练班，真不懂不回来时是死还是活。我也不认为这班会有效果。第一，我不是不知道这么做那些考题而是我懒得把东西记起来，如果你把那些reactants和products都写给我，我每一题都会做。可能就是因为我不喜欢死背东西老师才叫我去魔鬼班来鄙我把东西死背下来。
现在用华文写字好容易啊， 只要打我要的自的萍英电脑就会自己找那最适合的字，方便吧。哈哈。虽然方便，我还是认为我不适合打华文字。不认为却大，我真是一个奇怪的人。读了我大的句子后，感到好像有一把菜刀把句子都砍到很多段，你读了应该也是则么觉得吧。
对了，下个星期一你们要去看戏吗？可能现在问已经太迟了吧，因为... 你们很少看我的blog了。哈哈，这也不可以怪你们啦，因为最近我真的好懒阿。

Last week of school coming up

Yup, school holidays are coming and I am so happy that finally can have a break from school. These few weeks have been sleeping late to play computer games and to complete my tutorials. So tired, some more have to plan on the bowling farewell chalet but have to days that chalet is free so should be change to bbq le. Yesterday have been call down for dragon boat and I really enjoyed it. Haha, fun leh. We row to a spot then jump into the sea water which is very very salty, then we climb back onto the boat and played viking which is to seed on the left and right of the boat and start shaking it until our butts are wet. Haha, in the end we have to scoop up all the water in the boat. After that we had to race with another group and WE WON, YEAH.
Next week when you guys free? Cause we really really very long never play badminton le.
Eh one day we should all go wild wild wet. Haha, I wan to get tan.
O ya, Keng Fai in dragon boat leh, I so shock when I saw him in that cca. Haha.

Results sucks

Yup my result sucks. My common test I failed one (MATH CAN YOU BELIEVE IT IS MATH) and the rest is pass at O level standard and fail at A level which is a fail also. Haiz. Have to start studying le. O ya, THXS MY WOMAN FOR READING MY BLOG. Haha, also my fault that no one comes to read la cause I very long never up date le.
In school now homework just keep coming and coming and holidays just keep going and going. SAD LA.
My chem teacher said that every time during tutorial I can do but during exams or test I cannot do, of course cannot la, during tutorial got one mind map to give all the reactions but during test or exam dun have, very big difference leh. Just like math, if you give me all the formulas I can do but without them I can don't take exam le. Speaking of math, my math teacher ask me why I fail math then I just told him I this kind don't do tutorial one you think can pass? Haha.
I think I have to visit the principle cause I fail my common test. Serves me right for not studying, although I did not study I am quite happy. Haha, cause now I have to thank my econs teacher, THANK YOU MR NEO. He help me a lot sia, from some one who sucks at writing econs essay to a better one. Cannot say I pro cause I am NOT. Ppl from my class get that in your head, I am not smart. Adele is the smart one. Me leh stupid one. Haha. But can see every one knows that Adele is smart, now everything is ask Adele. Haha, no more people bugging me during tutorials so I can continue my stoning.
So guys how is poly life now? Fun? Cause I know some one like some one le (confusing eh) then JL switch bf liao ( now is in the country one) Enen is now into dota my bro leh having lessons all the way to 6 (cannot take it must sms ur sis wo help u relieve stress, haha) miss my evil partner ( when wan to go out?) Then still got my 3 daughters don't know how are they now. Cat leh, not sure haha, some how feel got distance le.
Once again THANK YOU PING MY WOMAN.

After reading what I type I feel that some how the school part, don't sound like me but what the hack. PUBLISH.

忙

哈哈.达击败年没写东东了(反正也很少人读这blog). 这次想涌华文来写.
这几月发生的事虽然不多,可是他们却使我手累的要命. 第一爸爸回来了. 今天又是爸爸的生日. 父母们在生日的时候还必须做平常做的家务. 哈哈, 我们做孩子的还真幸福啊.
最近的功课也越来越多. 不要在给我功课了啊.
特别是我的 GP 老师, 再班上没人喜欢她. 她给我们功课可是她只改其中的几个. 可能在十个里面只改两个. 做老师也不用做到这么懒吧. 虽然语文可以说是很难改, 可是为什么我的华文功课却改的那么快. 望了跟你们说, 我华文及格了. 恭喜我. YEAH!!! 现在我最喜欢的课目和老师还是化学(chem). 哈哈, 你们都知道在班上我化学可以说是满好的(脸皮还真厚). 在班上还是照样的不听课也不做功课. 不做功课还比较好, 上课时会抄老师的答案. 可是我一做功课时, 上课时就不专心, 哈哈. 可以说老师也知道我没专心, 所以她一抓到我不在听课是就会叫我回答问题. 最好笑的是我知道答案是什么. 哈哈, 老师就没办法叫我听课.
现在的我好想念你们啊, 猫生日时要不要出去呢? 上次你们一起去 chalet 是我没去. 好伤心啊. James 你在玩什么游戏?

Dragons suffer at the year of dog...

Yup, I guess I was quite busy. Haha. Have to complete all my holiday home work. The worst part was I complete my Chem but on the day which needs to hand in, I only brought the last 2 pages of the work. Some one must be cursing me. Next is econs, I did the question but cause I did not read the instructions I only did one part, the teacher saw it and scolded me. The only good thing is I still go out with my secondary school friends, some how I still don't think I can get along with my JC friends as well as my sec friends. Maybe is cause my secondary school is small. Or maybe is just because I cannot desert my duties as a moniter. Haha. Even though we lost contact I am still the one that brings them together like badminton gang, go back school to play, chalet (3 times last year I think) or just chat with teachers and going out. We actually got quite sick of each other cause we went out too many times. Haha. Until now we have no idea where to go. One more good thing is I going to change handphone. But the thing is the one I want is very expansive. Sob Sob. And they only have prompotion until 31 Jan which is the last day of my plan. So now I shall dive back into my books. Haha. Starting to hate my econs teacher. HE IS INHUMAN. Wonder any of my JC friends read this blog.

Sunday... (that was yesterday)

Sunday. Went to church in the morning and heard something very interesting. A story about a married couple. Before marriage Catholics have to go through this session with the priest. If the couple getting married is one non-catholic, they will say that the catholic cannot change religion and if best the children have to get baptise. So before marriage the husband everything also okey. When they were having their first child the husband said if it is a girl then she can go get baptise but if it is a boy he have to be like him. The wife was very sad when she heard it. Even when she reminded him about what he said to the priest he still did not change his mind. So she went to novena to tell our mother about it as she wanted all her children to get baptise. So the first child was a girl. After that they had another girl and followed by another girl. The fourth child was also a girl. Until one day the husband ask why they always get a girl, so the wife told him about what she did and they will not get a boy unless he allows him to get baptise. So the father allow the baptise thing and the next child was a boy.

Freeky story. Haha. Now to continue chiong HW

HWHWHW

Now is the time to CHOING R. Zzz. Doing HW now and found out I do not understand a thing about chem and P and C. P and C leh, the most easy topic in A math I think. The good thing is I finally decided to go cut down weight. Haha. Too fat le.

for tag bored

And if they do not ask her they will ask me cause I always in the same map as them or I am always with them. (do you even noe what this means). If i say no they will start saying sure anot? they always together leh. bla bla bla. Then some people might say to stop these people to stop asking you, ask them to ask her lah. This equals same result. I am like being force into this thing just because ong wants me to heal her character so she no need to waste so much mesos.
Then what you want me to do? quit maple r? I not like you got stead in singapore cannot always go out. Then you say go out with ervin they all but they always maple. Study? Since when do you see me study.

tired

Ya I am dame tired. These few days keep on accompany my cousins go out.

The morning ritual
Every morning we will just sit in front of the tv and decay. We watch fruit basket or FMA sometimes even some english movies even though their english suck and I need to find shows with chinese sub.

The bloody sun.(afternoon)
Actually I have no idea what we usually do in the afternoon. Sometimes we go to the park sometimes continue to decay. And finally we go to walk walk and buy more vcds to watch.

The night cat.
At night we will go party or maybe go out play pool. Went to orchard at 25 dec. There was some sort of celebration there so it was really pack. There was also flower cars (is that what you call them?) and many display but not as good as last time. So we walk and walk until all of us start to fall apart. Wanted to take the underpass to the MRT but it was close. Miss by a few mins. So we have to walk there, walk and walk and saw a underpass. I went up to the policeman and ask him can this lead us to the MRT he said can. So we went through the underpass and when we came out, we cross the road. Zzz. So we walk back to our starting place and this time we walk to the MRT.
At the mrt I told them if get separated meet at AMK. My cousin complain that I was saying until she will be the one separated. Then when the MRT came it was fully pack and we keep on trying to find a door that was empty. Found one and all of us rush in but in the end my cousin did not make it. So saying to her was the right thing to do.

Zzz

No mood to do anything. Don't feel like doing my homework nor maple. Haiz. What should I do?
Now I can 100% confirm they everyday talk on phone, don't believe me? Can call and try. All of us wondering when the hell will they get together.
So what happen these few days.
Monday went to bring some one I don't know to tour Singapore. The best part is when how to fetch the person from the airport.
Tuesday went to play badminton and nothing much
Today went out with my mom after her long trip to China. When we went out for lunch I found something very extraordinary. One of the lady working at the coffee shop is collecting empty can not for herself but for her neighbour. What is so extraordinary when this can be seen everyday at the old folks home? Well it is simply because she works in a coffee shop. All of you know this kind of job is low paying (bla bla bla), the fact that she cares more about the people around her compared to herself is special.
And I can some how say I stop maple liao.

Awake

Yup I am awake but still feeling a bit strange. Actually I just woke up to watch TV cause of the comedy shows. Haha. Haiz, now a new person got BF so planning to play badminton even more harder. You all purposely one right? Want to make life hard for me. Maybe I should quit the organising committee which consist of only one person, me plus James who sometimes try to help me. For once why not you all try to plan when to play badminton.
O ya, I have a problem which need you all to help me solve.
Online one day you ask who wants to watch a movie then your friends give you their reply. Then the day before the movie one of them feeling not well however it was not the sick person(A) who told you about it, someone else told you(By the way the person is just someone close to A) . Further more (A) did not know you know that he/she is sick.(Confusing right?) So if on that day of the movie, (A) still did not tell you that he/she is sick. Is that person at fault or that person has done nothing wrong.
One last thing, I am so not talking to that ass, he made me feel like vomiting blood by the way he reply.

not feeling well

Reason being I just went for morning jog. Now got headach but the thing is I only run for 3.5 rounds. My eardrums also hurt like hell. PAIN.
O yes, someone going to go on stead le(finally). The person you all know one, is the ass and da. Haha, those blur le just guess, very easy one.
Now going to go to sleep. Miss my bed.

Missing

Haiz. When will be the time when everyone in badminton gang can go for badminton together and not some missing. The effect of one person not being there is quite big actually. Like Jamie is the one who always makes us laugh with what she says while Ervin is the one who kills people with the shuttercock. James will be there doing actions while most of us try to mimic them. As for me, I will be the one running around hitting the shuttercock. Haha. When Jamie does not come the court will sometimes be silent, when ervin does not come some of us may feel uneasy as there are no shuttercocks to avoid.
Now some of them are going out with their new clicks like cat always go out with her nursing friends and Jamie is busy with her CCA. Ong leh, haiz don't say le. Anyway the whole badminton gang knows it. Haha.
So could the gang be falling apart?(Must be due to most of us playing Maple :P) Haha.

Died

Hate people who leach from ME in the game (unless I allow it) and people who say go toilet then don't know disappear to where (also leaching from me)

Sky high

Yesterday went to watch sky high with my evil partner and ah ma. Haha. Ah ma was late cause she end school at 12 and our show was 1210 but lucky us, when we entered the advertisement just ended. We wanted to go to out sits but there was 2 love birds blocking our way so we decided to sit at the back row. Just when the sit is warm, the owners of the sit came, so we had to move to our actual sits (so ma lu). Sky high totally rocks, you all should watch it.
So after the movie, we went to eat pastamania. Because it was my first time eating that I had no idea what to eat. When I figured out what I wanted t eat I ask my evil partner why the person never come and take our orders one. Haha, she say you must go there and order yourself and ask me I first time eat r? You know in those tone where is a bit sarcastic. But when I said yes they were like O~~. Haha. Then we talk about crazy staff again. O ya, one day all of us go play starcraft. Haha, very long never touch le.
So after lunch we went to check prices of staff for my evil partner. Then the rest of the day pass as usual.
O yes, who wan to watch Harry potter on 17 Nov. 6pm at J8.

God forsaken blog

Yup this is a god forsaken blog. Haha. I am only blogging now cause I cannot play maple. Haha. A lot of things happen. Went out a lot during these few day and found out I getting a bit like ah beng. Haha. Even though I know it will be so unlike me. I think is being influence by my bro cause after he went into NS he start scolding "#@%$" you all should know what that means. And then I also start scolding "%$#@&". Haha. A bit more colorful then his.
To say the truth JC life sucks made almost 0 friends and made many enemies, now even some secondary school friends are my enemies but the problem is I don't even know why they hate me. Weird people.
Went to Malaysia to attend my cousin's wedding. Haha, still prefer Malaysia to Singapore, the air there is better cause there are a lot of trees. Or maybe is I prefer the kampong life. Or maybe cause there have less stress. In Malaysia me and my bro always feel that we are at home, even though we can spend one whole day doing nothing we still think it is better then Singapore. Haha, cause doing nothing there is less costly compared to Singapore.
So the wedding dinner totally sucks cause of the food, feel that there is no taste in them, Ok I know I am exaggerating, there is little taste in them. But the entertainment is good, cause my aunt teaches dance, so before and during the wedding there is the free dance session where people can just go to the center and dance.
So going to end the post here. O ya, any of you want to watch Harry potter? Evil partner you want to watch right? So who else to call?
Forgot to add, Jamie very long never see you le. Miss my evil partner.

Addicted

Haha, at first you keep on saying you are not addicted to the game but in the end you will find yourself keep on playing it.
Today went to school and I pass. I should not use the word pass cause it can mean many things. I got promoted. Yeah I think cause I still do not know if I want to go into a poly a not. poly is quite fun I guess. No, should not be I guess, poly is very fun. So after school went for bowling and found out that most of them play maple story but the sad part is they play in another server. The weird thing is when I say I was 43 they were all shocked. It is easy to get to level 43 I think. Haha. After bowling rush to play badminton with the badminton gang. After that went out to eat and saw miss Lim and Mr Lin, haha, Ervin said they go out eat never call him. Haha. So eat and eat then they decided to come my house and create havoc. So this was how my busy day pass and now I am dead beat. I am going to sleep. Good night everyone.

PW SUCKS

Just here to tell the whole world that PW sucks (maybe I will get jailed for this). It take up too much of our time. Why can't the 10% to enter university come from our CCA? Further more the everyone is telling us that CCA is important but now in JC CCA has become not so important. So what is CCA for? Is is just some activity for us to relax or is there a big picture behind it.

Just really too bored

Cool right? Haha, too bad it is not realist in this world cause of all the pollution, you know what I mean. Strange thing is everyone know that pollution can harm them yet they still do not want to give up what they are doing that give of this pollution. All of you agree with me right? We want to have fun and do all the things we enjoy. Every time we use on our air con, television, computer (and the list goes on), we are harming the environment. The root of this problem I believe is temptation, the question is why are people so week against it, why do people find it so hard just to give up things.

Sometimes I wish that I am living in the past where people live simple lives, where people live in tune with the environment. The problem is how long can one live like that when they know there is a better life out there. A life where everything is just around or even better just a click away. Because of this lifestyle everyone is getting more obese as all these require little energy. (copyright of SRJC GP lecture notes) Maybe one day children will die before their parents because of heart problems. Maybe when technology advances, people do not even need to get out of their bed just to do things. Which we can say could lead to the end of the world. How does it lead to that you can think for yourself. Be creative, that is what humans lack nowadays.

On the good side of not having to leave the house, we will not get attack my UV rays and apply sun block lotions before we leave the house. Due to the pollution the ozone hole is just too big to repair itself unless a lot and I mean really a lot of years have gone past. Dun even think that humans can do something to repair it cause there is no way they will figure out how to copy what nature can do. Don't believe me, well too bad cause it is true. Like diamonds human can copy it but it is not the same as what nature has done which is why we have fake diamonds. If one day we are able to clone people, it feel that it would not be able to move or a lifeless doll because it does not have a soul in it. Maybe there is a chance where the ghost will possess it. Maybe this is why I don't really like people, weak but think that they can do anything.

Bored.

Yup I am so bored, must try to make myself study and not play maple, haha. A bit addicted to it. Every time reach home is play maple till level up then stop. Haha. Just wan to up one level but after my exams I will catch up with Ong and Wen can try but it is very hard to catch up. As for cat, give her 2 years also cannot catch up. And this is not an insult, actually it is to praise you. Not so easily addicted to games. Haha. So now is study study study.

dieded (AGAIN)

Math was so hard i think. going to fail it.

died

Econs was a killer and I have died under the mighty wrath of econs. (Again) So it should be dieded. Haha. Well not much to say today, just that I am going to die for tomorrow's math paper. Wish me luck if not buy me a coffin. If I fail math I also have no one to blame but myself cause I have not practice it and is playing game almost the whole day. So going to do it now. Haha.

Promos

So many things happen yet I am too lazy to blog them in. Haha, like the chalet. Find me very care free right? Promos coming still go chalet and I was the only JC student there. I had no idea how we pass the time there, All we did was play in X-zone, my PS2, BBQ for almost the whole night and the famous Big2. Wanted to go night cycling but too bad the shop had close. Haha, anyway they say the next coming chalet will most probably be 5 years later.(Those who miss it, too bad I think.) Haha. But we will still see each other either going out play badminton or play online games.(Maple story and SC,SC I will start playing again after my PROMOS.) When will we ever be sick of seeing each other. Haiz. Still miss secondary school days when our principle talks and the heavens will be on our side making the sky going to rain.

(Ppl playing metal slug 3 behind haha)
Enough of that, we must move on right? Haha. Suppose to be studying math now but cannot be bothered and it is not because my math is very good, my math sucks. Now thinking back, should not have taken the JC life cause, well, it sucks. Stress here and there. This does not mean poly have no stress, it is just that poly is more slack. But is JC is also good in some way or another, I found out I was able to remember most of the things my teacher said in tutorials and lectures. Haha, even though I not write it down. Maybe I am starting to develop photo memory which you can say it is quite good, especially in math. Math... ARGH... Have to do math now. Sian sia.

Tired yet not tired

Haha. Just came back form Malaysia. How I wish I could stay there longer. Strangely, every time I go Malaysia I always say I going back not going to. Haha, sometimes I also say it is my home.
On my way there I was smsing quite a number of people cause don't want to get bored. Keep on ga jiaoing cat then message master cartwheel about the chalet thing. Then have to confirm with Dennis if we should call the other "masters". Haha. While messaging master cartwheel I feel that we have a bit of generation gap. Reach there about this morning then went online to chat with my little bro a.k.a Dennis who keep on bugging me to help him buy bubble gum. And I did not but bubble gum, the shop I went only got chewing gum. I was using Chinese to type in Malaysia cause it is so EASY to use. Haha. I can just type like I am typing English. Then little bro keep on saying I type wrong word. It is 3+ in the morning of course will type wrong word cause cannot see properly lah and you also know my Chinese standard. Then my cousins say my friends all crazy one cause all so late still online. I find her friend even more crazy cause call her at 3 a.m. Then I keep on saying is her BF.
In the morning woke up at around 8 then most of my cousins, the one that are not asleep are have left the house very VERY early. In the end they say I weird person, can sleep at 4 and wake up at 8 and still look so energetic. Cannot blame me lah, JC is like that one. Then I did a bit of homework there, all anyhow do cause it is all GP. Haha, like I even care.
I was there teaching them English and playing computer games and cards at the same time. Haha, don't believe me next time we come out then I show u how we do things, haha. After that went for wedding lunch (your eyes are not playing tricks on you, it is lunch). Cause all of us were separated so all of us are very bored. The whole time I was staring at my drink and waiting for the waiter to refill it. I think for the last 1 hour they did not come to refill my cup, only my aunts(discrimination to children) then went back home. As in Malaysia that home. We did what we always do before I come back Singapore. The only 3 options of things we will do, play computer or cards or watch TV.
On my way back I sleep quite little cause what they talk about is very entertaining. Haha, I cannot imagine I will be interested in adult talk, I must be getting older. We were laughing at some national things and say that it is quite lame to implement them. Well, chat and chat and finally got home. Very sad about this fact that I am in Singapore. Ending here, good night to all who are out there.

lalalala

when to read Master Cartwheel's Blog, haha, did not know she have a funny side. too bad she does not have a tag board. if there is one it will be flooded my 4E2 people. maybe when i see "master cartwheel" online i shall tell her.
now it is holidays, yeah(sarcastically). even though have holiday but cannot really relax. quite regret that i went to JC, on the other hand i will also regret if i went to poly. strange right.
Now have to focus on studies but not too much, if too much i will go siao and i really mean siao. haha, the 4E2 people will know how siao i can really get.
i wonder how much time do we spend enjoying when we are young. all of you guys out there can agree with me that too much time is spend on studies. that is the werid part. when we are young we concentrate on studies and no one will say anything about it. when we become adults and we want to enjoy people start saying thing. (i have feeling i said this before) haha.
not to the badminton gang. maybe we not playing on wed but on thrusday. you guys free?

Chong boon teachers are the best... wo hoo...

all right, I shall make a shot blog and i shall not be bothered with my spelling mistakes. we back to cb for teachers day, totally rocks except for the principle. she commented on the way people dress but how can this affect the students. what i mean is that even when the students dun get the influence from school, they will still get it outside school. but lets not let her spoil our day. we went into the teachers room to chat with them. bla bla bla, u noe the usual thing. the only thing that was special was i got to eat lots and lots of cake. haha.but on that day i was quite shocked. haha. GJ actually sms me to accompany him to go to school. haha. strange as i thought he was still angry with me but i guess that is the best birthday present he could give me. haha. but in the end he could not make it as he was rather busy with his projects. he actually told me to enjoy myself in school, haha. then today went out to "study", in the end i was trying to complete all my homework intead of doing revision. now still haven complete the homework. the strangest thing is i am doing math, so wried.

Exams

Miss 4E2. (Now and always will) some of the guys are hiding.
Well all of our exams are coming and before you know it, it is just tomorrow. Haha. I enjoyed my birthday very much even though only a few people celebrated it with my. The worst thing was I had common test on my birthday. Well this is life, you cannot expect things to go the way you want it to. Went to play badminton with James, Cat, Wei ming, Alicia and diana (the two of them was not suppose to be in there) Haha. Nothing seems to be the same when the whole gang is not there. Espacially my evil partner. Haha. Going out with her after our exams.
Now all of us are mugging for our exams (I am starting soon) haha. The only thing connecting us is of course the MSN. But we seldom chat and jamie still have her connection problem. Well, she will be organising a chalet soon and again almost the whole badminton gang will go. This time I hope I do not have to go back to school on one of the days.
Today trying to complete all my homework. This morning went for fun fair after my church. Went to see the two (extra,kidding) of my classmates doing games there. Alicia brought me to the hunted house and we walk the reverse direction(haha).
I hate english, the teacher give us so much homework every week and she go through is only going through the AQ part. I wish she will go through the question part cause most of the marks come from the question. There is also a new teacher for my english, she seems to be teaching quite well but it also seems like she is feeding us with answers. Chinese have a bit of problem preparing for my oral presentation cause I have very little things to say. Well going to do my homeworks. Signing off here.
P.S: Evil partner you that photo uplaoding thing I have no idea how to use it. Haha.

LAZY

Too lazy to blog but in the end I am still blogging. Haha, cause I don't want to do my homework. Hehe. So many thing happen, Ndp(preview), Srjcians' day (totally rocks) , then Ndp (real one), Kbox(which made me broke) and elearning. Haha. Most of the time on these days I was out playing. Especially elearning when everyone was doing and I have completed all of it. Now all the homework and test reminders start coming back to me. Die. Haven study for my test and I have not done all my paper homework. Still need to pack my chemistry file which all of the content is scatter across my room. Haha.

the 7 month

wo ho... the 7 month is finally here. waited for it for a very very long time. haha. you guys must think i am crazy. but i don't care. maybe go look for old friends if you get wat i mean.
tml having econs presentation, feel happy (win prize) nervous (cause presenting to the whole jc1 econs students) and now i wish the teacher nv choose our class. feel that my points are just crap. then still got best speaker award. haha, hope our class can win both first prize and best speaker. wish me luck for tml k? and all my old friends out there, if can r, help me cover the ears of the judges when our class make a mistake. hehe.