1h 15mins

Haiz, have no idea what is wrong with my blog again.

Left with 1hour 15mins and I am here updating a blog that no one bothers to read, sad sia.

Last 2 weeks went through hell field camp which gave me cuts and thorns in my hand, hope don't get soil disease. Going back to camp and this time they say will be worst cause they going to takan us and do a lot of other stuff with of course everyone hates. Hope it will not be so bad. After this week everything should be smooth sailing.

Haiz, my mom going overseas this week, wanted to spend more time with her but then in the end could not cause need to wash the mud all these from my uniform then have to leave house soon. Seriously, life in hell makes things a lot worst for my civilian life. Looking at my bro, after he went through the 2 years, he rarely comes home to spend time with the family and if he does it will be like 1 or 2 in the morning.

Don't thing I going to type anymore, feel like just going to have dinner with my mom. Starting from next week have a feeling Saturdays and Sundays will be all by myself at home. O ya, next week mother's day right? Haiz, also don't have time to spend with my mom, sian.

Sorry for the blog being to choppy.

Where to turn to, Who to turn to

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you're away from love and you're alone

If you call your friends and nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I show you there's a destiny

The best things in life

They're free

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know

What real love can do

What love can do

4.5 more weeks to go

Haiz. These few days the training super tired. Last week go out field, this week go out field, next week go out field. Someone please save me from this super tiring course. Lucky this week got long week end. As for the second field camp leh, sure die one, only one day break. Don't even know how my clothes will dry.

Field camp was crazy, got so many battle scars. One cut in the palm, bruise until bleed on the elbow and knee, how am I going to survive the next 2 weeks. Then got quite a number of insect bites which i scratch until bleed also. Have a feeling they are sand fly bites.

This long weekend is more like a rest for me. Did not really went out everyday. Came home on Saturday and spend time with my bro and mom. Sunday was playing majong cause my bro's friend short of one person. Yesterday went to watch wild hogs, haha, lame and funny show. After that went to play majong again and lost money, sian. As for today, spend my time typing out the 3G army thing and now I finally update my blog just for myself to read. Haiz.

So how was my life in camp, got to say it is quite sucky. Too xiong for me. People inside are fun and most are like elite people, all so freaking smart one. Then they all have to book out for interview all these. Only 3 people never book out for interview but then I am the only one who went through all the training. The other two got report sick or during training not feeling well. Speaking of interview, I hope the letter from NTU come soon, though my results are quite sucky but must have hope that I can get into the course I want.

The people inside camp treat me quite well, actually they all treat me like small kid. Even the instructors treat me like small kid. Then got others, haha, like to use my shoulder to sleep cause they say nice to sleep on. Haiz, when will some one let me sleep on their shoulder. Hmm, one day I shall look for a person to let me sleep on their shoulder and I will properly get a neck ache or something like that. Really that nice to sleep on people's shoulder meh?

Going to new camp

Haha. It has been so long since I last blog. Well a bit lazy even though I am in NS now. Nothing much to update though cause life there can only be explain in one word which is outstanding.

Here got picture we took in the multi-purpose hall. Haha, all trying to pose or act cool.

Posting results for those that don't know is I am posted to sispec. Hope will enjoy life there like in BMT.

For those that don't know my results, I got everything C.

Haiz. Quite sad now. Wanted to spend the last day before I go into Sispec with my family. In the end, they all busy with their own thing. Spend almost one whole day alone. Breakfast, lunch, dinner all eat facing my computer. Just staring at my computer, browsing through friendster. Think I shall add a few testimonials for you guys.

Going back to hell

Yup I will be returning to hell in about three hours. But will be out on friday or thusday. I still do not see the point of going there you know. You all know where la some more I cannot say cause it is a chargeble offance. Everything there is a chargeble offance, I think they have a thick book then on top write chargeble offance. Haha. Actually going for the training is still ok, the only problem is we cannot take out time to do things and they always set unrealistic timings like change to this in 5 mins. I don't believe they can do it considering the travelling time all these. Haiz don't want to add le.

Well have to update more often even though I do not have much time to do that. Haha, bye guys.

TOMORROW LAST PAPER

YEAH! GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE with very little people. Haiz so sad. You all don't wan to go. Especially 小可, ask him come out like will die like that. And is every time ask him come out he don't want to go. I give up liao la. Next time don't ask people go this kind of gathering le. Just ask the swimming gang wan to go out swim, sing, pool or dota. Badminton gang is officially disband le. Most of the people go swimming gang. Haha, some more got new members wo. Eh cat don't get the wrong idea why I never call you, is because I know you got TKD.
P.S: 小可我以后不会再叫你出门了，谁叫你讲你比较喜欢一个人出门， 加上每次叫你出门你死都不要， 别人一叫你你就去。

Nervous or maybe not

I seriously cannot tell what I am feeling now. Feel scared yet like every thing is going to be just find. Maybe God has planted a auto feeling stabilizer into my body, quite a defective one cause I will not feel nervous but will always feel so happy. Hehe. Actually I still can crack jokes at this time. Haha. Lets see, a long one.
一位太太去到旅店，那里的保安人员看到她就问：太太来这里做什么？
太太回答：我来这里来抓奸。
保安人员又问：你抓到了会有什么反应？
太太回答：我就只好折一只眼闭一只眼。
保安人员就觉得那太太好伟大，他就让太太进旅店
太太就说：那你可以把你的抢借给我吧。
ha. Can get? If cannot then nevermind ba. Well wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. If you have not then you DIE. Haha, kidding.
See you all at 17 Nov. Actually is just see myself at 17 Nov since no one reads this.

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Just a short one cause some people find me too crapy
There was once a leader who did things for the people of his country yet yield no results, his people feel that what he did was bad for the country. But 100 years later, the country feel that what he did has made the country or benefit the country today. If I remember correctly the leader was Napoleon. (Think so only)
Your actions leads to the results. Yet it is not the results that is important it is the action. However, in the real world, people see results as the fruit of your actions. We live in a weird world.

Devil got kissed by angel

Haha, yup I got kissed by an angel but then is on the cheek. Hehe. Want to know who? Too bad cannot say, who ask you all don't wan to go chalet. Speaking of chalet, Here are some pics of all the drunk people at the chalet. Including me, haha.














Yup there is only 6 people who went. Jin lian leh never take with us, haha, she to busy le. So What did we do during the chalet? A lot of crazy things, we drink, we sing, we play prank and most importantly, we gamble. Haha. So sad did not gamble much cause was short on cash and the ATM there was spoiled. Haha, cannot post all the crazy pics and video or they will kill me. Lol. The 5 of us have to video of the NYP and NP SCANDAL. MUAHAHA. Can use it to threaten eh hem sia. This time the chalet was the most fun and it is the last one. So all those that never go, too bad lor. Then now is prelims, which I am so going to die for it. Math paper 2 was a total killer. The stats I see until I blurr. Haha, wish me luck.

By popular demand

You all really like to see how short I am right? So this is how I look like in the other photo. Haha, see that green circle? Ya I cheated so will not look so short. Hehe. Now for the weird things I did at home. Hehe, I broke the thing that I use to wash the toilet. The destructive power of Dee's mom, haha. All Ee Wen's fault la, don't want to wash toilet then I have to wash. O ya, then there is the pair of black shoes. Hehe, those are my shoes, look cool right? And hope I don't break the mop tomorrow then I mop the floor. Next is my BIRTHDAY PRESENTS. Hehe I like those two shirts maybe cause they are in fashion now? Haha, for those who did not give me present I know what you can give me at 0 cost, YES it is 0 cost. The answer is I want this song called b4情歌. Haha, anyone of you have it? Then the last pic would be the one of my pencil box, the one cat gave to me.






Yes it is the one which fell during lecture and dee's crystal ball fell out and made the guy who thinks I am a stalker now also thinks I am weird. Cannot help it have the urge to say that. Haha. So now for you update on the members of the disbanded badminton gang. Vin has finish his exams, dennis and kiat still having them, James have no idea what is going on, seems like he is on one island while I am on another. Ong on attachment at a far~ away~ land~. That effect did not come out the way I planed it to be but who cares. Lets see still got who. Jamie busy with her thing who is going the be the next big thing in Singapore, about the world bank one. Then cat having mood swings, beware of her cat claws next week. GET THE HINT??? Haha.

Time

You know people always say time waits for no one but has anyone thought of who time is rushing to meet?
Today left 65 days to A levels, been mugging even harder. Haha, looks like this year teacher's day no one is going back. I think I am not going back too cause no one accompany me go back.

These few days have been going back to school to study or attend lectures to get hints. Haha, during Saturday lecture something very bad happen. Well remember dee gave me this crystal ball thing and it is still in my pencil box? So the pencil box fell on the floor then the ball came out, the person in front of me helps me pick it up and gave me a very weird look. So now to him I am the stalker and the weird guy. But some how cannot blame me for "stalking" him. Lets see we meet almost every morning in the bus cause he live one bus stop away from me so naturally on our way home we also usually see each other. But now he scared I am stalking him so he change his method to go home. He now takes different bus home and come school just on the dot. Haha, dint know just going to school and coming home can scare a person so much. Maybe it is in my blood to make people feel scared?

So wonder what are these? Haha this is the potions from FF12 the game, meaning you all better not make me angry or I will drink these potions to recharge myself and cast curses on you. Haha, a bit lame. What else can I upload here.

Then this is my class pic. Finally upload one of my class pictures and the guy on my right (your left for those direction moron) is one head taller then me so the other pic where most of us are stand I don't feel like uploading cause I will feel super demoralised. Ending off here I guess, tomorrow is the start of my prelims so wish me good luck.

Lame doings of ber

Well I learn day was not useful at all . Econs my com lag and they gave me all the correct answer, so you all can guess what I get for the mcq test la. Then there was math which the com did not help. Both of them just pass. Lastly there was stupid chem. They want us to hand in the difficult questions in the tutorial which are so hard to do. (if not why are they called difficult question) Out of all the questions I could only solve one, the rest I could not figure out the info given so could not do. Ask Vin leh he say he forgot le. Made me feel like killing him.

These few days been doing some lame things like this one. Haha, this one is a calendar I saw in J8, Japanese product. Very cool just that you have to change the dates every month. But I did not buy it. If I did, the next time you all come my house we can have a treasure hunt. Haha, who find the most number of days will win the game. Haha. Next picture on the list is my table which became my rough paper. Ta da. Nice?

SAND CASTLE

Went with SR to go build sand castle at East Coast park. Haha, totally enjoyed myself. Did fun run and came in top 100 so got this cool collar pin with ugly color combinations. Haha, but it is cool.
And these pic is not the sand castle that my class build. Haha, but they look so cool.




And this is the one we build. Small but cute sia. Haha. Well then I thought of something fun to do, you know the mediacrop camera man always never get a chance to get into the picture. So now I am giving them a chance to go on screen. Haha. I know a bit lame but fun ma. And have you ever wonder why she is standing in such a weird position?

不知怎么形容我现在的感觉

刚刚读了某人的blog. 其实我这外人什么都不该说，我只要跟他讲你还有我们。虽然我们不可以代替她的位子，可是我们至少可以在你伤心时和你一起走下这条路。 我觉得自己好丢脸，当天我还叫他跟我们出来玩。现在，不知道要怎样对他开口。只好写这blog希望你能看到。
这句话好不向我啊。其实人真得很奇怪，大家都希望在世上的东西可以是永远的。可是，如果人的东西是永远的我们还会懂得珍惜它吗？就像有些人想要追求永远的感情，如果感情是永远的我们就不是学去珍惜感情。我们不失去就不知道东西的重要性，就像我们辉难过才会知道快乐是什么。
人啊人，为什么你那么简单却那么难了解。

Busy

These few days keep on studying and I feel that it totally have no effect at all. School life sucks. These few days quite little thing happen, my master's birthday and vin's birthday, some one finally got together but I shall not talk about that cause later my master scold me for gossiping. Haha, wondering who my master is? Who on earth have suck great power over me? Hehe, don't want to say.
Well so many bad thing happen in my family, uncle has an affair, one aunt got stroke the other got cancer, and some idiot is cursing me. If I ever find the source of all these if they are not natural, the person will get hell from me.
Find it strange but what the hack, don't feel like continue to type anything, feel so sick as in I am really sick. So let me Knock myself out.
O ya, I finally solve the equation for why life is unfair. Keep on mind that scientist theory is everything came out from nothing (after so many year they finally believe in the book of genesis) and everything was in balance. Since what two things of opposite nature come together it will balance out. So this world have to be unfair and the fair world have to be keep far away from here as if fair and unfair comes together they will cancel each other out. (Imagine a world where nothing is fair or unfair) Nonsense theory but who would believe everything came out of nothing in the first place.

intelligence cannot be lost, can only be forgotten

Not my point but nevermind. And haha, just trying something fun with the links ma.
These few days life is got so wrong, exams results = fail everything, family out of sudden having a lot of problem and my weight is starting to go up and down as and when it likes. Today was meet the parents day so went to school with mom and my teachers found out what they are not suppose to know. Yup, they found out I did not study at home then they even got my mom's number to make sure I stop playing computer games. Speaking of games, these few days have been playing Chrono Cross again. Haha, this time was because of the character called Pip who have like 3 final forms and I only unlock 2 of them. Cute character but time consuming to train.
Lets see what else to add. Heard the news that Singapore was trying to find a national dish, the funny thing was their choice of option which are Satay, Laska and bla bla bla. All of them are a wrong choice of dish to represent Singapore mainly because they represent only one culture or one race. They should choose some food that was created in Singapore and also represent out multi culture nation. But I guess you all cannot be bother cause these things are seriously out of our hands.
Today was suppose to go out with Lian and my bro to swim but then yesterday Lian called say she cannot go. So in the end never go swimming so went to jog, haha wanted to lose weight. From start feel that I am running out of breath or someone was trying to choke me, at least better then last time where they were pulling my leg. Haha, funny time to go jogging right?
You know in chinese culture, I feel that 7th month is like the most important time. During CNY some families just don't care or seldom go family visiting all these but when it comes to 7th month, they sure will burn hell money even some catholics ask priest to come blesstheir house. Funny people,ghost more important than family r? I know there was this chinese saying 不怕一万，只怕万一 but there is no point to worry until like that what. Or they feel that spirits are more powerful than 天堑.
Well I guess have nothing to add just that should I change the name of the links? Haha I should change ba.

time can change you but you can't change time

This saturday anyone want to go out cause we thinking of going swimming, haha, then maybe we could go to Yo Chu Kang one and look for Mdm cho. Haha.
Yesterday went with Jamie to go support Joakim. Feel very bad (now that's a lie), was friends with Joakim for 10 years already but still never vote for him. Haha. Why not next time one of us do the voting then we just split the cost. Good right?
Haha. That day after I declare myself no clique, at night I went to chat with Vin and Lian and found that although in JC I only have a few friends but God have given me you guy in secondary school to make my life so much more enjoyable. There were even parts of me that I only show to you guys leh. Like my evil side which is not good, haha. Just want to say that some how we are more like family then friends.
And JC life not totally that bad, I have the bowling gang, Ah yong (she is going to kill me for calling her that), and the rest of the mugging gang.
Maybe the reason I ever went into CBSS is to meet with you guys, to meet the naggy yet fun teachers, the funky and very on people, the evil yet helpful people. O ya, lets go bake cookies again. Haha, miss the days we walk around the NTUC and buy things noisly. Then in my house we have the PS2 gang, anime gang, the reading comic gang, and the 3 people combi of the baking cookies gang. Those not in the 3 people combi is also part of the eat the cookies gang. Still love it when the whole class is one big clique.
P.S: Cat learn to care for yourself first before you start caring for others.

No clique

Yup I officially declare myself have no clique. Well already knew I have no clique, have some sort of sign that none of the groups wanted me. Sad case. So now I am officially friendless in JC, maybe it is a sign telling me I will get no where there. Hate JC life and will encourage my children not to go into a JC.
Bowling people rocks, no matter how down you are they will always cheer you up. They even gave me this funky Key chain. When ever I am sad my mom will always SMS me to bring my spirit up, haha. Don't know what I will do without her. Then there is Sam who will always bring me out of my boredom and there is cent who will still always scold me but still fun to be with. Den leh, haha always there to crap with Hendi then I just stare at them. Ting no matter how down I become, she always come and we become super lamers, it always snows after that.
Secondary school friends leh, don't know all go where le. Some busy with new friends others have forgotten my existence even though we were good friends before. I am one sad case. Lets see who is left in the close friends section. Lian, 弟, vin, cat... Erm no one le ba.
Haiz, this week had 2 days off to go out with them but then, all no time. Hao xun ah. Don't want to say le.

Cut off

Well, my teacher ask us to cut off out blogging all these. Nah, I don't think it will make a difference since I take such a long time to update my blog.
So many things happen this week. School has officially started and I have officially started DOING my tutorials. So those that want to buy 4D this is the week to buy. Why did I start doing my tutorials? Maybe is cause of my chemistry results that shocked me to start doing my tutorials. Tutors and adding extra lessons on our time table for the REST OF THE YEAR which means less time to go out with you guys. Even if they don't add I also don't think I have time to go out. Have to do tutorials, revision on top of that extra homework. Not that extra homework is bad but too much things can drive a person to madness you know. There was a think I was thinking about is how they define time after school. It is called free time, I know you are able to do whatever you want but if they give us so much homework they should just rename free time to extended school time. Even if it is free time I trust most of us would spent this time completing your tutorials all these ASSUMING you are a good boy. So we now declare free time to be called extended school time until you have completed your homework. (The we just makes it sound more grand)
Now to talk about how my social life sucks, well added someone on msn and I think the person is irritated by me so I have a feeling I have been blocked. Not his fault actually cause I do think I am irritating right? He also have been ka jiao by some bo liao people recently so can understand la. Well since I feel that I irritated him long enough, I did not bother to talk to him in school. (That did not sound right and I am childish aren't I) Again it makes no difference cause I seldom talk to him in school, I guess he just don't like to talk. (Well don't I like to assume things. Not my fault, Econ taught me that humans are very rational)
And now for my house life, normal, cooking dinner staying at home to help my mom do things for her work one like clinic work. Watching Will and Grace, listening to songs from 十二国记 which are just lots of weird songs, well I am weird. And last of all I am finally running. Haha. Well my house life sucks so when are we having the next majong session? My mom misses you guys. SHIT, just remembered my mom going overseas AGAIN. Well... SAM~~~ Haha, will be calling you to go out and makan and most important... STUDY!!!

Flung

Ya I flung my chem paper3 and is flung until like shit. Scored 18%. Guess what Ervin said. He say dota some more la then I was like diaoz. But the worst part is I don't feel anything. I am not worried or anything. Maybe there are too many things going on until I am sick of worrying. But one thing is for sure I am starting to do my tutorials.
The bbq for my bowling well in the end is like not I organise one but who cares. We ordered the food from bbq wholesale and they delivered to my house. Can you imagine 2 ppl carrying food for 30 ppl from AMK to Bishan? Lucky got Sam come help me if not I will not know what to do. After that I started the fire most of the things is I do one cause the rest either too lazy or dunno how to do. Even food also I cook one. Okay not only me la, Sam and Cent also help out and they help out a lot.
At first is Ting come help with the cooking then later she went to eat and never come back, lucky Cent was there to help me before she left. But one good thing is where Ting is sure very fun one cause she will be doing lame stuff. She even got a password before fanning the fire. Bet you all can't guess what the password was. Then every time I do something to the food Cent always scold me. When the food looks cook and they want to try if it is still raw Cent will always look at me and say: You think the food cook le ma? Which is translated to Ber eat and try if it is cooked. Bully me sia. One day must ask him teach me DOTA. Haha, I too lousy le.
Then me and Cent went to eat and the sad thing was no one was taking care of the food and fire at the pit. So both of us hurry up eat finish then go back cook food. Then Sam saw me very ke lian came to help me. Which make me feel like I was being over protected. Well after the bbq Sam was saying next time I alone can call him then go eat or study bla bla bla. 我不小了， 可以照顾我自己。Haha, but will call you if no one eating with me la. Then on our way back found out they guys know GH while I know GJ and GH. They were asking me who I think was more something since I know both of them. Well you all should know what the something is right? And my answer? Don't want to say. Haha.
Next day in school Ting went around saying Den they all, you all leave Ber to take all the food he very ke lian leh, lucky Sam went to help him. Haha, lucky I overheard which again makes me feel like I am over protected.
Well, ending my post here, actually is going to chiong tutorials. Haha, left with econs and chem to complete.