PISSED

I AM SO BLOODY PISSED WITH MY FRIENDS. End of post cause people say I writing nonsense.

Badminton gang

The badminton gang rocks.
Haha, today finally played badminton after SO LONG. I feel that my reaction getting slower and slower. I have no idea why, usually every time I can hit the shuttlecock back but this time the shuttlecock came and I was staring at it. Have no idea what I was thinking. Maybe not enough sleep. Then after a while, Jamie did some funny things, she was talking to the shuttlecock and start cursing Ervin. Then she even start throwing the shuttlecock and it feels like saying "you are free, free to go." Then even Dennis join in by acting out Star wars preview treating the badminton racket as light sabers. Haha. I was laughing until I cry. The only one that never laugh at it I think was Ervin. I know it is a bit childish but it is funny right and I think that is why our class is always to noisy and why we always get punish my the teachers. After that we were deciding where to go, Jamie wanted to watch movie but in the clothes we were in is a bit crazy. So we decided to go J8 to eat. All 4 of us was squeezing in ong's father's car while Dennis was sitting in the front COMFORTABLY. Jamie with her long leg, don't want to say but you get the scene right? Reach J8 we all rush out of the car and said bye to ong. Sad she cannot join us. Then said bye to Ervin also cause he went home. Only left Dennis, Jamie and me to have lunch together. Went to long John to have lunch. Then decided to watch Mr and Mrs Smith which totally rocks, you have to watch it for yourself, cool show. As we had time to before we went to watch the movie, we decided to take a few neoprint. Haha, did the badminton gang thing again. Too bad some of the were not there. Anyway, who is in badminton gang? Cause some of them sometimes come sometime don't come, some only come for one time, so are they counted?

Enjoy

Went all out to enjoy myself. Yesterday went for cantabile with Ah Ming, Cat and Serena I try eat all I can at the same time watch the performance($40 of course have to eat all I can). This time Ah Ming was earlier while cat was late, strange. Or maybe cause I force ah Ming to come earlier by saying if he comes late we will not bother to wait for him. We miss the dance performance cause Cat was late. Haha, then the choir was performing I did not want to face them cause I know that will make them start to laugh. Even I will also start to laugh and I have no idea why. After the performance has ended we all went to look for teachers. Chat with Miss Lim the longest cause she was our favorite teacher. She always treat us pizza when we are hungry during remedial, to say the truth, we own her a lot. She help us a lot in our A math and keep on encouraging us to no give up on that subject. She should be awarded the most motherly award in our school. We talk about asking her out for lunch or just a meal and at the same time have a small gathering but this time we will be treating her not the other way round. Most properly would be the last week of the June holidays. We would also be going ice skating but have not decided when. Haha, so many plans of the holidays already. Then we went to look for Mr Wong and chat and chat about crap I think. Mr Wong had a shock of his life cause now then he found how evil I am. Haha, this kind of things must show after you graduated from the school. But on the other hand, if they had found out earlier I wonder how fun class would be. After that we did not had enough eating, we went to had durian for supper. Serena treat us to the durian. Haha, I took the box with all the old one and they keep on laughing at how difficult it is for me to eat cause it what a bit hard and seems like rubber. Too bad Ah Ming never eat cause he dun like. The four of us seems like people with home but did not want to go home cause we were sitting by the streets and eating, a bit not what people will do nowadays. They ok not they, it was we were like getting high while eating supper and start saying jokes. I think we talk and laugh loudly, passerby must think we are crazy or something. After that all of went our separate way home. Accompanied Ah Ming to the bus stop and met Sze Xing at the bus stop, he told as that the principal was angry with them cause when they perform some of the stunts failed. Then again I felt that they did a even better job compared to the seniors that came back to perform.

Today when to enjoy myself also as one night is seriously not enough for me. Went to play bowling with Jamie, Dennis, cat, Ervin, fannie and Li Ping. Ask Ah Ming to come but got band so cannot make it. Met one SR friend, in the same PE group and in the same CCA but the sad thing was I did not know his name. Not my fault cause I had bad memory. After we went bowling we initially decide to go watch a movie but in the end cause the movie was too late so we went to Kbox. We went crazy over there, Jamie sad Boo then I went AHHH then Dennis was saying very scared then we were all laughing. Li ping had to leave earlier cause she had to work. We were singing mostly sad and love song (our divine plane). After Kbox we went to eat then Cat and Dennis went to play pool while the rest of us went home. On the way home me and Jamie was chatting about our divine plan. Secret so cannot say what is it. Hehe, going to end off here even though I feel so energetic. Wonder how is Vincent doing in his work.

Lazy

It has been a long long time since I blog. Haha. Too lazy to do it. Now is just because I am too bored. Well did not enjoy the last few weeks before the holidays because got so many test and homework. But as you all know me, not the type that ever bother to study and do my homework. In the end chem and econ got AO (fail) and math got F (even worst). Haha, reap what you sow. During the holidays have to work hard liao. :'(. But don't feel like doing anything now. Too lazy to move.
The past few nights have been talking on the phone and going out (holiday haven come yet I in holiday mood liao, hehe). Chat with lao gong and he was playing the piano for me to hear. Haha, cause both of us were too bored and had nothing to do. Friday went out with wen and cat to study, I finish one homework they still in the same topic. Wondering are they really studying. And wen and me keep on saying we are hungry. Cannot seem to fill my stomach. So we decided to go KFC to eat and then continue to study there, I think you all know what happen. Went there, eat then start chatting. Haha, no mood to study there. Then we start talking about school and it seems that all of our schools have .... don't feel like saying. Haha. What to do now? I think I should start to study. I think in the end I will stone at my table, Haha.

advertisment i saw near the lift... must be very little going... and look at the price...

in school... look fat liao...

HW HW

Haiz. I think my river of homework is starting to overflow. Not because I don't want to do, is because I don't know how to do. Haiz. Not thinking, I should have gone to poly and slack there. Envy my other friends that went to poly. How I wish I was one of them but since I came to JC and now is too late to change I better get into a U.
Today lao gong came to my house to do his PI cause his internet not working. Haha. In the end I think I keep on bothering him (don't know if he have all he need anot). Sian Sian Sian. How I wish singapore was like Japan, where the study

CHALET

Had fun but not enough sleep. Going to have my revenge on not having enough sleep but still don't know how. What we did in the chalet and who went? I am so not going to answer that question. Haha, too many things to type and those who went promise not to tell other people who went. All I can say is THERE IS A PAIR OF LOVE BIRDS. JUST LOOK AT SOMEONE'S BLOODY NICK AND AND YOU KNOW WHO LIAO. Haha, cannot control myself, just have to do that. Listening to Jeffrey Michael now, his piano rocks man. All the songs are, how to say, soothing. You should go and buy it. Had DISC today and learn about leadership. All of us have to draw a mouse and we were able to tell about ourself from the mouse, I have no idea how accurate the thing is. Then there was chem test and I did wrongly so blenco all away and redo, end result, not enough time to complete my test. Think I will fail all my test this term.
Just went to my lao gong's friendster and saw all his photo he took with his new class. He seems to happy. Maybe I should stop smsing him, what do you guys think? Some more my phone bill is increasing by a lot. Maybe the best choice is to stop smsing him. Since now we are in different school, different course, maybe we will never be together again.(don't 想歪) every time ask him go out always say he got too much homework to do. Maybe should not bother him liao ba. Anyway he also will not notice that I got or never sms him one since I am always the one who start smsing him. Haiz. I type here he also will not see it one. I wonder in the future. One day all of us might just brush shoulders with each other and not know it. Sad right? Not looking around you and just keep moving forward.
My mom and dad always tells me when I was young I always smile, maybe too cheerful. I also sell newspaper when I was small. Can't tell right? Well too poor liao. Haiz. Now on a save and save plan. Broke now. Maybe all the things I want to buy now should ask my bro to help me buy. And also because my 老公不要养我了.

Sleepy

Just make a quick blog before I go and sleep. Now a days I had been sleeping quite or rather very early of a JC student. Haha, just feel so tired when I go to school. How I wish it was like secondary school, where the teachers will come to use while we stay in the same class room, if it was like that, I would be able to take short naps in between lessons(I miss cat's pencil box as my pillow). Tired, had always been tired. Sorry, I know I am not make any sense to you, brain dead. Today went out with cat and Serena to have dinner (Clay pot rice, Clay pot rice) . Then went to jalan jalan and I bought nothing while cat and Serena bought durians to eat. How I wish I could go with them to cat's house to eat the durians. Have not been eating durian for like 2 years. So I reach home and started doing my homework, I was staring at my chemistry tutorial trying to make sense out of it but just could not get what the hell it is trying to tell me. So I gave up doing chemistry and prepare to get scolded tomorrow by Miss Cheng. I did not felt like doing any homework at all, maybe chemistry had drained my brain. So call Lao gong and started chatting rubbish, trying to ask him help me think how to do my econ and how much he wanted to change CCA but cannot cause he used CCA to get into the school. He envy me (muhaha) cause I still have time to meet up with cat they all. (See lah, don't want to stay in SR) Haha, have to pity him, have CCA everyday until 9 for past 2 weeks (excluding Wednesday), even Monday which was a holiday he also need to go back and every morning also need to reach school by 6.30 to practice. Well, good luck for tomorrow's SYF, you better get a gold or I will start scolding you stupid to join that CCA again. And your homework is piling up. SO GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK.

Family

Until now then I found out how much I love my family and how afraid I am when they are not around me. Well, I am crying in front of my computer again. Now I am the only one at home, you guys must be thinking I am very lucky right, I have a lot of freedom to do whatever I want? Well guess what, you are wrong. Have you ever tried coming home from school or work and you are the only one at home, it is like having a family just without the people. I hate this kind of life. My mom is in china, dad in Korea and bro in NS. The only people who are talking to me, helping me out of this pit of loneliness. Now I know why 人 this word is use 一撇一捺 supporting each other to write one.

Enough of my sadness at home. Now sadness in school. Had I made a right choice in going to JC? Well, went out with cat and ee wen today. Found out how much I envy them, how I wish I was there with them to see what is happening there. Maybe JC was the wrong choice for me. Well, I will know by the end of this year. If I do badly in my exams by the end of this year, I will be going to a poly. But come to think of it, I still haven choose what path to take. So, maybe JC is still better.
Speaking of JC, I had the weirdest dream. I dreamt that I was able to go into NYJC but I was unhappy. Maybe that is my brain telling me to accept the fact that I am happy in SR and a change will make me unhappy. But come to think of it, all my dreams are weird. Well, most of it can tell me the future, you can say I have the gift of predictions. But it does not seem to be work properly now.
Well, I will end my blog here and here is a song called no man is a island.

No man is an island, no man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another, so I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend

No man is an island far out in the blue
We all look to One above
Who our strength doth renew
When I help my brother
Then I know that I plant the seeds
Of friendship that will never die
I saw the people gather
I heard the music start
The song that they were singing
Is ringing in my heart

No man is an island, no man stands alone
Each man's joy is joy to me
Each man's grief is my own
We need one another, so I will defend
Each man as my brother
Each man as my friend

STUPID TEACHER

I HATE MY ECON TUTOR. She suck in teaching us, like she is having mood swing all the time. When we cannot answer a question she like will keep on asking and asking and the only thing she will say is :" then what? After this happen what will happen next?" Is that suppose to be a hint? Or are we suppose to listen between your words. When got people looking at her teach she will teach us by explaining properly but when no one is there she will be like teaching u is hell to me, meaning very pissed with us. My class wanted to sign a petition to change teacher, I will suppose it. Haha, but if the teacher finds out we are all dead.

Ok, express finish my anger. Sorry for not bloging, had been busy lately and there will be a series of test coming, show I have to study hard. Wish me luck okay? On the other hand, The long week end is finally coming. WO HO. (A COO!!!) getting sick. Hope can get well soon so that I can enjoy my holidays. Wondering how are my other secondary friends doing. Not referring to the badminton gang. Haha, cause we usually gather once a week, maybe twice. Once to watch a movie the other to play badminton. You guys must be thinking this people are rich, every week watch one movie. To tell the truth, most of us are getting broke, haha. Starting on next week I have to cut down on my movies. Yesterday I was the only boy in my class. Sad right? Haha, one of them was sick the other was also sick but he came to school, then he went to basketball competition. Left me the only guy. Quite ok, the girls were trying to entertain me. Haha. In secondary school it was the other way round. On my way home I found out I was still alive, I am ALIVE, I SURVIVED. Haha, too drama liao. Today was late for school but lucky me, the teacher said today will not be counted. First time late yet not counted as first time. Strange right? In the morning my name was flying through the air. Everything was ZHEN ZHEN help me do this, ZHEN ZHEN help me do that. Haha, keep on having the impression I was still the class monitor. Econ lecture, my sit was F7, so we say we were the contestants of Miss Singapore or something like that. I of course was still counted as a girl cause of my name. Haha, that had been happening since, lets see, primary school I think. Today school ended quite late and most of my friend and me had our screw lose. You should know what I mean. We were doing or saying crazy things. As you can see, my screw still have not been tighten that is why I am not typing in any order. Can't be bothered to reorganize the thing. Ending here, still have a lot of homework to do. Sian, once again I apologize for not bloging for such a long time. And now for the monent I have long been waiting for, time for a cup of coffee.

Bad luck

Went bowling and had bad luck, I only spare once. Well, I walk under a ladder. Don't know when will it end. On Friday my econ teacher ask me question so I just told her the answer. She said wrong cause I did not tell her how did I get to the conclusion, next was a question on a curve to state the curve shift right or left. I was guessing which one was my right hand and which one was my left, guess wrongly. So got scolded again and she ask me to go back to revise my work. Then went out after school with Ervin they all saw my cousin. I think only Jamie saw her face. RJC one but with the ah lian look. Haha. She got 4 for her O's. Pro right? After that I went back to school for this parents night which totally suck. My mom fell asleep during the talk. The principle was also talking crap. Like the HODs in our school are all guys and the VP and P (which is herself) are the only ladies. I have no idea what does that link to our studies. After that was the subject tutor and parents meet. All of the ST were in the canteen and the people are suppose to find the ST. It got so messy that my mom got fed up and we just left our school. Now I don't even feel like going back. After I reach home I went out with Ervin they all again. They went to watch infection. No logic show but felt scared when I was watching the movie. Haha, quite rare, I recall when I was watching Ju-on I was laughing. Haha, I have no idea why. When we walk out of the cinema me and cat was cold like ice. I was shivering my way down the escalator. My legs was shaking cause and cat saw me say I was walking like I going to fall anything. Now it is sat, I was watching drama from morning to night. Haha. Wasted my day. Then I had bbq for dinner. So full. Lao gong doing HW so don't want to bother him. Tomorrow I going to do Chinese reading again. Now reading the words, still getting stuck and I too lazy to check the dictionary.

my dinner... Left overfood...

my ZEN... Hehe... But don't have many songs to put in...

Relax

A lot of people starting school this week. Refering to those in poly. Wonder how are things run in poly. Like how long is their breaks, do they have P.E and CCAs, so many things I want to know. Speaking of P.E, I took my height and weight this week and I am 162cm while my weight is 59kg (skinner liao). Yeah! Even thought I did not do much sports. (Feel like beating me up right?) Guess what, you think P.E in JC is just do fitness training and play games only then you are wrong. P.E now have theory, we have P.E lectures and I have no idea what are they going to teach there.
Next I am going to tell you how good is the memory of my PW lecturer. She went through 9 slides without even looking at the notes. Every thing was said through memory. And she could talk about PW for half an hour without even looking at the slides, she could even tell us what page of the notes she is at. She also talk in a very funny tone which made us not sleepy at all during the lecture. Chatting with my Lao Gong now, haha, he so ke lian, this week everyday got band. No mood to type. Debating with him now.

the prize possesion of my room... somewhere in there... even i don't know where isit...

cat's present is inside... dunno when will be meeting her...

the lecture notes i have to study... :'(... so thick.... not including my PW...

li ping buy for me one... jealous???

my jigsaw... mostof u have seen it liao...