ME?!

You Are An ISFP

The Artist You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs. In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart. At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer. How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

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谢谢6148和6160

想到过去
为他们做的那些事真的好不值得
为你们做了那么多事不是因为我要你们的可怜或认同
我只是想要让你们可以轻松得过一次又一次的难关
要的不是你们买东西送我
也不要你们的同情
而是要你们帮那些需要帮忙的人

朋友听到我这么做只对我说一个字
傻

如果你们两个在读的话
放心我不是在讲你们
这几个月来多亏有你们的帮忙和体谅
我才可以顺利的过
想起来
是你们的为别人着想让我可以安心的做事

是你们的好玩和幽默让我每天都过得很快了

是你们当我不舒服或在忙时帮我作我需要做的东西

是你们在我生病时帮我承受惩罚

我真得很谢谢你们两个陪我过这五个月

昨天又看到人恶心的一面
实在不知道他们有没有想到其他人
还是满脑子都是关于到自己

起飞

八月二十九日 要飞了。

在这里跟到家先说再见。想起过去，到家都忙着做自己的事，没办法一起出去。
可能是时间，在漫长的岁月当中你们已经把我给忘了。在短短的一年内已经把旧的友情用新的去脐带。
可能回来时再跟你们出去吧。

这几天才发现，原来我家人是很关心我的。我的脚得到一种怪病。伤口一直出水却不会好，我婆婆就刚快买了药给我。一个小瓶的药一份心。让我想起天冷就回来这首歌。

去看医生时，看到一位婆婆为她的孙女买药，还是那种facial的药。最可笑的事着孙女已经有二十多岁了，看到这一点我认为人类真的是黑心的。你婆婆一大把年纪，那些钱都不懂够不够用，却为疼爱孙女儿拿去用，她孙女也就把那钱当成理所当然地拿去用。

Half way

Yup I am half way through my course, this week was a crazy week. We had to mount and dismount the weapon and all the other shit on the tank in 5 mins. Crazy timing but we made it and we were told to feel proud. As if I will cause that whole thing made us waste more time rather than save time.

Haiz, today is national day and I spend the whole day at home, no one ask me out cause they all want to study or already have plan. I unable to come out on Saturday and Sunday then you all complain, have no idea what is wrong with humans.

Actually wanted to type some personal thought and all the other emotional stuff but I am running short of time. Haha, will update next book out which is after my field camp. Hope I survive.

guard duty

Yos people of the mortal realm, came back from camp on friday but only update now. Haha, been too lazy to update recently.

Last week was learning about the tank (what else is there to learn). But the physical training was xiong. Ran SOC with 3L of water and 3 dummy load and they say have to make it within 10mins or get punish, I don't even think they are able to make it within the time limit themselves.

Next week they say going to be quite alright cause most lesson will be done in simulation room.

The most happening thing there was there was another COC parade but this time we were not confine because of the parade. MUAHAHA. But we did not quite like the old commander. Well, there was once 8 of us went to help out in the AOAC graduation. When everything finish we were told by the sirs to go eat with them as a kind of thanks for helping them. When we were taking the food half way, some guy came up to us and said are you officers? If not what are you doing here? Then we were so angry we feel like just throwing the food into the rubbish bin in front of him but then we decided we shall not waste food. So we just walk to the cookhouse. The graduating sirs on the other hand brought food over to the cookhouse cause some of us did not take enough. Haiz, the most sad part was we during the COC parade, we found out sergeants are classified as man, sian.

Well, next week I will be doing guard duty on Saturday, so don't bother looking for me on sat. But as if anyone of you will know cause no one ever reads this blog now.

CONFINED

Stupid, I kana confine on Saturday till Sunday 3pm just because of some COC parade which disrupted our lesson. The worst part was they are not going to repay us back the time they confine us, and they say army was fair. Carp sia. Even those that took part in the NDP are able to get one day paid back.

This week went through the driving part, every night sleep in the morning and wake up at 545, some more they say TSR was important. Haiz, have no idea why have to go through 4 days of driving.

Haiz crap, also cannot type some more, later kana caught by dunno who ever for suaning them, talk about free country.

once in armor always in armor

There is no way to escape the life of a armorer. They say it is very xiong, can service tank until 3am in the morning and wake up at 5am to continue with the next morning exercise. Haiz, don't know what to type these few days. Never go out cause too tired le. Hmm, I will be going Taiwan from 10/9 to 2/10. Haha. 3 weeks leh, going to miss u guys sia.

new place new people

Going to new camp tomorrow, bro ask me to go 1.5h earlier. Really that far meh?

These few days spend slacking at home, haha, whole day just eat and sleep and watch tv and play computer. Went out a few times just to meet up with old friends and do some army stuff.

Yesterday leh went to changi airport. Mom went overseas again, enjoying herself sia. How I wish I could go also.

Haha, don't quite no what to type. Becoming more and more stupid le la.

Rejected

Yup, just saw my letter from NUS saying all the crap but basically saying you are rejected. Sian. Now considering should I go poly. Best is NTU does not reject me but have a feeling they will. Haiz.

8 more days

Hmm, this week did not go so well for me. Ran SOC and came back in 10.34, sian, failed by 5s. Haha. Then had to stay on Saturday for reSOC which cause me to sprain my legs. Now limping everywhere I go. The worst part was I had to do 2 guard duty for this week. Did one on Wed which the sergeant said was regimental and on Sat which was my punishment. Which cause me to lose all my Saturday plans. Haiz. Hope that was the last guard duty I have to do.

Next week will be another tiring week. Have fast march, endurance training, COC and SOC test. Haiz. Have no idea how I am going to survive the next week. Hmm, I think I will end here. Have no idea what really to type. Hope can pass SOC then don't have to stay back on Sat for reSOC.

1h 15mins again

Haha, going to update at the same time left.

This week finally ended the last field camp, it was super crazy cause of all the night duty and wanderer. Did not even get much sleep and they say it is to train out combat fitness. Well my team mates say I did well for my fire movement cause everything went on smoothly and the instructor did not shout at me. Then they keep on laughing at my spelling, I know it sucks la. Comfirm this post quite a number of spelling mistakes cause my page something wrong then dunno how to do spelling check. Haha.

Hmm, this week book out have to wash the clothes myself. Took like 1 hour trying to remove the mud from the shirts, lucky no more field camp if not I have to waste my book out time just to wash mud. Then played majong again with Lian, Dennis and Ervin and lost money again, sian. The weather also quite crazy this time, rain then sun then rain. This is suppose to be the super hot season, how come so much rain, but it does not bother be cause NO MORE FIELD CAMP. MUAHAHA.

Haiz, first thing go back is get ready for SOC. This week doind all the OC, SOC, AOC and COC. Crazy one, thing going to get super tired after this week. On the other hand, they say I am the crazy one cause after field camp everyone went home wash clothes and sleep until next day 12 like that, me leh, sleep until 7 then wake up le, somemore sleep at 1am. Haha, now looking at it, I am crazy. More like inhuman. Haha.

Ok going to get ready to go back le. Hope this time book out on friday. BETTER BOOK OUT ON FRIDAY.

1h 15mins

Haiz, have no idea what is wrong with my blog again.

Left with 1hour 15mins and I am here updating a blog that no one bothers to read, sad sia.

Last 2 weeks went through hell field camp which gave me cuts and thorns in my hand, hope don't get soil disease. Going back to camp and this time they say will be worst cause they going to takan us and do a lot of other stuff with of course everyone hates. Hope it will not be so bad. After this week everything should be smooth sailing.

Haiz, my mom going overseas this week, wanted to spend more time with her but then in the end could not cause need to wash the mud all these from my uniform then have to leave house soon. Seriously, life in hell makes things a lot worst for my civilian life. Looking at my bro, after he went through the 2 years, he rarely comes home to spend time with the family and if he does it will be like 1 or 2 in the morning.

Don't thing I going to type anymore, feel like just going to have dinner with my mom. Starting from next week have a feeling Saturdays and Sundays will be all by myself at home. O ya, next week mother's day right? Haiz, also don't have time to spend with my mom, sian.

Sorry for the blog being to choppy.

Where to turn to, Who to turn to

Cry on my shoulder

If the hero never comes to you

If you need someone you're feeling blue

If you're away from love and you're alone

If you call your friends and nobody's home

You can run away but you can't hide

Through a storm and through a lonely night

Then I show you there's a destiny

The best things in life

They're free

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder

If you need someone who cares for you

If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder

Yes I show you what real love can do

If your sky is grey oh let me know

There's a place in heaven where we'll go

If heaven is a million years away

Oh just call me and I make your day

When the nights are getting cold and blue

When the days are getting hard for you

I will always stay here by your side

I promise you I'll never hide

But if you wanna cry

Cry on my shoulder
If you need someone who cares for you
If you're feeling sad your heart gets colder
Yes I show you what real love can do
If your sky is grey oh let me know

What real love can do

What love can do

4.5 more weeks to go

Haiz. These few days the training super tired. Last week go out field, this week go out field, next week go out field. Someone please save me from this super tiring course. Lucky this week got long week end. As for the second field camp leh, sure die one, only one day break. Don't even know how my clothes will dry.

Field camp was crazy, got so many battle scars. One cut in the palm, bruise until bleed on the elbow and knee, how am I going to survive the next 2 weeks. Then got quite a number of insect bites which i scratch until bleed also. Have a feeling they are sand fly bites.

This long weekend is more like a rest for me. Did not really went out everyday. Came home on Saturday and spend time with my bro and mom. Sunday was playing majong cause my bro's friend short of one person. Yesterday went to watch wild hogs, haha, lame and funny show. After that went to play majong again and lost money, sian. As for today, spend my time typing out the 3G army thing and now I finally update my blog just for myself to read. Haiz.

So how was my life in camp, got to say it is quite sucky. Too xiong for me. People inside are fun and most are like elite people, all so freaking smart one. Then they all have to book out for interview all these. Only 3 people never book out for interview but then I am the only one who went through all the training. The other two got report sick or during training not feeling well. Speaking of interview, I hope the letter from NTU come soon, though my results are quite sucky but must have hope that I can get into the course I want.

The people inside camp treat me quite well, actually they all treat me like small kid. Even the instructors treat me like small kid. Then got others, haha, like to use my shoulder to sleep cause they say nice to sleep on. Haiz, when will some one let me sleep on their shoulder. Hmm, one day I shall look for a person to let me sleep on their shoulder and I will properly get a neck ache or something like that. Really that nice to sleep on people's shoulder meh?

Going to new camp

Haha. It has been so long since I last blog. Well a bit lazy even though I am in NS now. Nothing much to update though cause life there can only be explain in one word which is outstanding.

Here got picture we took in the multi-purpose hall. Haha, all trying to pose or act cool.

Posting results for those that don't know is I am posted to sispec. Hope will enjoy life there like in BMT.

For those that don't know my results, I got everything C.

Haiz. Quite sad now. Wanted to spend the last day before I go into Sispec with my family. In the end, they all busy with their own thing. Spend almost one whole day alone. Breakfast, lunch, dinner all eat facing my computer. Just staring at my computer, browsing through friendster. Think I shall add a few testimonials for you guys.

Going back to hell

Yup I will be returning to hell in about three hours. But will be out on friday or thusday. I still do not see the point of going there you know. You all know where la some more I cannot say cause it is a chargeble offance. Everything there is a chargeble offance, I think they have a thick book then on top write chargeble offance. Haha. Actually going for the training is still ok, the only problem is we cannot take out time to do things and they always set unrealistic timings like change to this in 5 mins. I don't believe they can do it considering the travelling time all these. Haiz don't want to add le.

Well have to update more often even though I do not have much time to do that. Haha, bye guys.

TOMORROW LAST PAPER

YEAH! GOING OUT TO CELEBRATE with very little people. Haiz so sad. You all don't wan to go. Especially 小可, ask him come out like will die like that. And is every time ask him come out he don't want to go. I give up liao la. Next time don't ask people go this kind of gathering le. Just ask the swimming gang wan to go out swim, sing, pool or dota. Badminton gang is officially disband le. Most of the people go swimming gang. Haha, some more got new members wo. Eh cat don't get the wrong idea why I never call you, is because I know you got TKD.
P.S: 小可我以后不会再叫你出门了，谁叫你讲你比较喜欢一个人出门， 加上每次叫你出门你死都不要， 别人一叫你你就去。

Nervous or maybe not

I seriously cannot tell what I am feeling now. Feel scared yet like every thing is going to be just find. Maybe God has planted a auto feeling stabilizer into my body, quite a defective one cause I will not feel nervous but will always feel so happy. Hehe. Actually I still can crack jokes at this time. Haha. Lets see, a long one.
一位太太去到旅店，那里的保安人员看到她就问：太太来这里做什么？
太太回答：我来这里来抓奸。
保安人员又问：你抓到了会有什么反应？
太太回答：我就只好折一只眼闭一只眼。
保安人员就觉得那太太好伟大，他就让太太进旅店
太太就说：那你可以把你的抢借给我吧。
ha. Can get? If cannot then nevermind ba. Well wish me luck for tomorrow's exam. If you have not then you DIE. Haha, kidding.
See you all at 17 Nov. Actually is just see myself at 17 Nov since no one reads this.

actions

Just a short one cause some people find me too crapy
There was once a leader who did things for the people of his country yet yield no results, his people feel that what he did was bad for the country. But 100 years later, the country feel that what he did has made the country or benefit the country today. If I remember correctly the leader was Napoleon. (Think so only)
Your actions leads to the results. Yet it is not the results that is important it is the action. However, in the real world, people see results as the fruit of your actions. We live in a weird world.

Devil got kissed by angel

Haha, yup I got kissed by an angel but then is on the cheek. Hehe. Want to know who? Too bad cannot say, who ask you all don't wan to go chalet. Speaking of chalet, Here are some pics of all the drunk people at the chalet. Including me, haha.














Yup there is only 6 people who went. Jin lian leh never take with us, haha, she to busy le. So What did we do during the chalet? A lot of crazy things, we drink, we sing, we play prank and most importantly, we gamble. Haha. So sad did not gamble much cause was short on cash and the ATM there was spoiled. Haha, cannot post all the crazy pics and video or they will kill me. Lol. The 5 of us have to video of the NYP and NP SCANDAL. MUAHAHA. Can use it to threaten eh hem sia. This time the chalet was the most fun and it is the last one. So all those that never go, too bad lor. Then now is prelims, which I am so going to die for it. Math paper 2 was a total killer. The stats I see until I blurr. Haha, wish me luck.